The Sleeper Has Awakened

Do we ever think about the signs from Him?

2012-01-21T09:05:00.000-08:00

on a average we breathe 24000 times a day...

an adult heart beat, beats 72times a minute. the average per day, it will beats around 103,680 times.

whats behind those numbers? do we ever think about that?

ohh wrong question perhaps, we should think who is behind all of this??..who gave you to breathe for 24000 times and move you heart to beats around 102,680 times a day?

who control all the heart movements and the rotation of air flow inside and out? do we ever care about how to breathe everyday?and of course we will forgot Allah the Almighty who is behind all of these..

this is the biggest bless from Him but most of us feel it just a insignificant things. but think! how it feel when you are drowning? close your eyes and think how was it feel..

to stay alive until today because of the biggest bless from Him show how much He loves us!!how much He care about us!!how powerful He is...but we never take a chance to think!

dont you ever think while you keep breathing and your heart still beating until today, there is a message sent.

the message from Him actually for me it is a biggest sign that He is really Exist. He the Almighty Allah is actually give us signs each times the heart pumping and lungs breathing.

so now, i might say it is a very valuable thing that Allah gave us for free, but do we care about that signs? still think it just a insignificant thing to be appreciated?

just listen to your heart beat pumping and think!

jika tak ada cinta....

2012-01-20T20:52:00.000-08:00

semua tak akan ada gunanya jika tak ada CINTA dari-Nya...

CINTA yang mengamankan dunia...

aku bisa menjadi raja yang paling ditakuti

aku bisa taklukkan segala bangsa di dunia

tapi apa artinya bila kau tak cinta

*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net

reff:

apa artinya dunia yang bisa kugenggam

bila tak ada cinta darimu untukku

aku bukanlah siapa-siapa

bila tak ada cinta darimu untukku

aku bisa melayang terbang di atas awan-awan

aku bisa selami palung terdalam di dunia

tapi apa artinya bila kau tak cinta

repeat reff

“Tiap-tiap jiwa akan merasakan mati. Dan sesungguhnya pada hari kiamat sajalah disempurnakan pahalamu. Barangsiapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga, maka sungguh ia telah beruntung. Kehidupan dunia itu tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang memeperdayakan.” Ali-Imran 3:185

“Hai jiwa yang tenang, Kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu dengan hati yang puas lagi diredhai-Nya, Maka masuklah ke dalam jama’ah hamba-hamba Ku, Masuklah ke dalam syurga-Ku” Surah Al-Fajr 89:27-30

Hide and seek

2011-12-16T10:55:00.000-08:00

i woke up this morning, grabbed my glasses and wear it. walked slowly to the sink in my bathroom and washed my teeth and take my bath.

after finished, im felt weird, my view got blur...oh my! he started to play hide and seek with me again.. yeah! i lost my glasses. i tried to recall back where i put that bloody glasses, i seek him everywhere in my house but never been found.

i gave up and then i get my hair cream and comb my hair. when i looked at the mirror.. OMG..dammit, he was just hiding at my forehead!!

what ever, for me he is good in hiding...deymm!

this is a normal scenario happen most of the time when i woke up in the morning.

TOP OF THE WORLD

2011-11-04T10:44:00.000-07:00

Every time when i close my eyes and recall back about my past, habitually a big smile will pay for the sweet of memories . if im listening to the song that been recorded by me and friends while studied at UiTM Jengka, it will really make me sick to invented a time machine. Especially the classic song title TOP OF THE WORLD originally sang by Carpenter, it will slowly bring back the sweetness from the past every time my WINAMP is kicking this song from the list. The plucking mode is really awesome for me seriously.

during that time i never heard about this song, Amir my classmate kept on sang this song and let me wonder what kind of song that kept blabbering from his mouth. one day i asked him to know who sang that song. Unfortunately He also dont know who was, because he actually learn that song when he was at the kindergarden.

And then came Aboo to interfere. let record this song he said. both of us got confused even tho we were freshies computer science student, while Aboo was a planter student, he actually know better when it come to sound things that using the computer technology.

so the idea was brilliant. with two kapok guitars and im the singer. we recorded the song and the result for me was impressive! i kept played the song repeatedly for the whole week.

just sharing this song in my blog for fun. believe me we did this not using a track by track recording method, it was a audio by audio method. the lyric was bad actually, but please dont blame me, amir was the person who responsible for that :P oh yeah my voice is good right? special thanks to the reverb feature that turn my ugly voice to a pleasant one. -_-" -

Enjoy guys, aboo amir & apiss - TOP OF THE WORLD

Original Lyric by Carpenter

Such a feelin's comin' over me

There is wonder in most everything I see

Not a cloud in the sky

Got the sun in my eyes

And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be

Is now coming true especially for me

And the reason is clear

It's because you are here

You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation

And the only explanation I can find

Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around

Your love's put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name

And it's tellin' me that things are not the same

In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze

There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind

When this day is through I hope that I will find

That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me

All I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation

And the only explanation I can find

Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around

Your love's put me at the top of the world

To think about my future will absolutely make me crazy. who really know what will wait for you ahead? so dont just think, we plan, but i really hate to plan because im suck on it. So how about the things that already past?

yeahh it will make me smile for sure.

but when i open back my eyes, it really make me feel like crying... :(

oh man i really miss my cool edit stuff. will update the blog with the song that had been recorded using cool edit software.

Amalan menabung...

2011-09-23T22:35:00.000-07:00

Lama tak menulis di blog ini sebab terlalu busy dengan kerje-kerje..aduhai....hehe..

Tapi sedih pulak tengok blog ni kalau tak di update walaupon tak ade orang nak baca. So hari ni aku nak merepek tentang tabung.

Aku lebih suka menabung duit syiling dari menabung duit kertas. bukan ape..rase puas hati sebab berat tabung aku nanti. dari kecik bapak aku dah ajar aku menabung untuk masa depan. dulu ayah selalu buat tabung DIY untuk anak-anak dia guna oil filter kereta. selalu tabung aku paling cepat penuh dari tabung akak aku sebab aku suka kutip duit satu sen yang bersepah-sepah kat rumah tu.

Tetapi malangnye hobi menabung aku tergendala semenjak masuk sekolah rendah. ini bermaksud umur aku dah cukup matang untuk memecah kan tabung atau bahase saintifik dia aku da graduate pecah tabung. memang tabung aku tak pernah penuh lagi lepas tu. aku lebih terpengaruh nak beli dash yankuro, deng dang, tora dan lain-lain lagi eklan mat sentul yang begitu mengujakan pada zaman aku. aku punye ketagih sampai tabung akak aku pon aku pecah kan diam-diam..opsss ( aku bertaubat juga)

Hobi menabung aku kembali balik di zaman university bile dulu aktiviti kiteorang adalah berjudi secare suka-suka. (macam orang tua kat kampung malam kenduri) maklumlah duduk di jengka. pusat snooker pon kalau nak pegi ada dalam 50km. aktiviti berjudi ni adalah di antara sahabat-sahabat yang rapat-rapat. pair up & black jack tu memang makanan aku. maklum lah dulu korang boleh panggil aku king of gamble. sekali up 20sen. memang banyak la duit syiling aku time tu. penuh gak tabung dalam locker aku. (dan kini aku bertaubat..:p)

black jack..heheh

tapi terhenti lagi bila masuk uitm shah alam. tak dapat loan, hidup sengsara, sewa rumah 1ribu, tapi hobi time tu main snooker. memang jahanam la duit dalam wallet aku. tapi duit syiling banyak lah dalam poket sebab aku tak simpan duit syiling dalam wallet sebab tak de tempat yang zip tu. tak 'brader-brader' la pakai wallet ade zip kan?di sebab kan duit syiling aku simpan dalam poket, bile aku tido duit syiling pon belambak la atas tilam aku, zaid housemate aku dulu selalu la kutip duit aku masuk tabung dia sebab aku sepah-sepah duit. penuh tabung dia..aku kembali jeles..dan bercite - cite nak menabung balik...tapi tak penah penuh sebab aku smoker..duit syiling aku dalam tabung habis sebab beli rokok batang kat kedai bawah rumah..haha

bila aku start kerja di Emerio Ude ada buat tabung dari botol nescafe. aku jeles juga, aku pon buat satu untuk aku..so time tu dah kerje kan..tiap-tiap kali gi kedai aku kasi duit kertas. so die pulang duit syiling, even walau dia mintak duit kecik aku kasi duit besar gak..punyala nak sangat duit syiling tu.paling aku suka 50sen.pergghhh kalau orang curi duit 50sen aku boleh putus kawan tu.. make berkepok la duit syiling aku dalam poket dan dipindah kan ketabung nescafe aku di rumah..

maka sampai la sekarang aktiviti menabung diteruskan. tapi sekarang da kawin..aku balik kerje penat..lepas solat terus tido kot ngn duit-duit syiling dalam poket. so belambak lah atas katil. wife aku yang tolong kutip masuk dalam tabung aku..hahaha...

skarang ni dah ada Insyirah, so kami bercadang nak ajar dia menabung dari kecik. ibu dia da siap belikan tabung untuk aku dan Insyirah dan juga kak Husna Insyirah yang addicted to upin ipin..agak-agak lepas ni..Insyirah tak sabar tunggu ayah dia tido sebab nak amik duit yang jatuh dari poket aku kan..hehe..

dari kiri : tabung kak husna, tabung aku, tabung insyirah

apa-apahal menabung tu memang bagus. aku dulu mase single tiap-tiap 3 ke 4 bulan aku bawak tabung nescafe aku pergi ke bank, pernah orang bank tu tanya..'rajin anak awak menabung ye' padahal aku single lagi..hahha..mana taknya 3-4 bulan tabung aku penuh - ada gak dalam 2-3 ratus dalam tabung tu..untungkan menabung..

dari kiri : tabung KFC wife aku, tabung botol nescafe aku

so buat la simpanan untuk masa depan anda..hehe

Ehhh,,,,jab jab...kenape 3 tabung je ade????wife aku tak de tabung baru ke untuk dia sendiri???

mane tak nye...da betaun taun menabung...tak penah penah penuh pon tabung die ni.....kesian...hahhaha

so hope insyirah rajin menabung macam ayah dia..tapi jgan contohi budaya menabung tak penuh-penuh macam ibu dia..
:p

At last

2011-03-23T10:48:00.001-07:00

At last after a long waiting for a book writen by our former prime minister..

Ketenangan Abadi

2011-03-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

Dalam ranjau kehidupan yang penuh berliku, walaupun masih kabur tentang erti hidup, kehidupan tetap perlu diteruskan.

sebagai anak gelanggang (anak silat), aku melalui jalan keangkuhan, kegagahan dan kerakusan mencari ilmu duniawi hingga terlupa itu semua hanya dipinjamkan oleh-Nya. bermula dengan ilmu fizikal aku masuk ke ilmu batin. sehingga hanyut mencari kekebalan, kekuasaan dan sebagainya.

ibu gayung, besi kursani, silat batin dan macam-macam lagi. aku pernah merasa kebal, tak lut parang mencatok kepalaku, baru blajar 2 hari. esoknya dah ada mangsa kena pukul dengan aku, dengan 1 tumbukan saja dia terpelanting jauh dari aku. haha..senang saja aku terpedaya dengan ilmu ilmu sebegini.

aku tak mengatakan ilmu-ilmu ini salah. aku tak berani mengatakan ilmu ini sesat. sebaliknya aku menyalahkan diri ku sendiri. dalam kerakusan mencari ilmu sebegini. aku terlupa milik siapakah semuanya ini. kekebalan dan kekuasaan menyebabkan aku lupa segalanya.

kenapa semua ini berlaku kepada aku? bagi aku mudah sahaja. aku tidak mengenal tuhanku.kata beriman kepada Allah tapi masih mengikut nafsu yang jahat? apakah itu beriman kepada Allah yang maha berkuasa tetapi kita sedikit pun tak peka dengan kekuasaan Nya? kalau seseorang yang gagah sebut nama nya saja kita dah gerun,tapi kalau orang menceritakan kekuasaan Allah dalam satu satu ceramah agama, kita yang mendengarnya siap boleh berborak-borak, bergurau-gurau dan sebagainya. adakah kita takut dengan tuhan kita?kita tak solat kerana takutkan mak ayah marah, bukan sebab takutkan Allah, kita tak mencuri kerana takutkan polis bukan kerana takutkan Allah. singa dihutan lagi kita takutkan daripada Allah yang sentiasa sangat sangat dekat dengan kita. sebab itulah rasanya aku lebih memilih nafsu dari mengikut suruhan Allah.maka teringat aku sepotong ayat yang pernah aku baca 'awaludin makrifatullah' perkataan ini lah yang menyebabkan aku sering tertanya-tanya..bagaimanakah untuk aku mengenal Allah?sedangkan aku tak pernah melihatnya?

Apakah erti solat pula? bagaimana kita bersolat kalau singa lagi kita takutkan berbanding Allah yang Maha besar yang mencipta segala-galanya. nak dijadikan cerita, tergerak hati nak mengikuti majlis ilmu di surau yang menceritakan 'kemanisan solat' . tapi aku selama ini tak merasakan langsung kemanisan tu. solat nak laju macam kilat, rukun semua main langgar. tu pon kadang-kadang solat ikut rajin dengan malas je. kadang-kadang tak ingat langsung nak solat walaupun azan berkumandang 5 kali sehari, satu kali pon aku tak ingat nak solat. solat amat berat bagi aku.benda ini semua terlintas dalam fikiran aku dan tergeraklah hati nak bertanyakan soalan ini pada sahabat aku.

'apa itu kusyuk dalam solat?' tersenyum kawan aku mendengar soalan aku..lalu dihulurkan satu kitab yang halaman pertama tertulis

'sembahyanglah kamu seolah-olah kau melihat Aku, jika kau tidak melihat, Aku Allah dapat melihat kamu'

jadi persoalannya macam mana aku nak melihat Allah sedangkan Allah tak berupa mana-mana mahluk, tak bertempat bermasa dan arah? bermula dengan inilah aku mula mencari cari, banyak bertanya. lagi banyak aku bertanya lagi banyak persoalannya..

Atas hidayah berikan Allah kepada diri ku, terjawab lah sedikit demi sedikit persoalan persoalan yang selama ini terlintas di kepala ku..kekebalan , kekuasaan dan lain lain yang pernah aku tuntut macam tak bermakna lagi.tapi demi Allah aku tak pernah salahkan ilmu-ilmu dunia yang aku belajar..kerana ia bagi aku adalah salah satu petunjuk dari Allah kejalan benar.. kerana aku dah jumpa apa yang aku mahukan sebenarnya walaupon belom bertemu sepenuhnya tetapi aku akan cuba mendapatkannya. hati pula rasa tenang..sangat tenang yang belum pernah aku rasakan sebelum ini...walaupun banyak yang aku tak tahu lagi tapi aku mula faham erti sebenar hidup, tanggungjawab sebagai hamba, erti solat, erti iman dan sebagainya..Ya Allah aku bersyukur dengan nikmat yang kau berikan..aku bersyukur dengan apa yang kau kurniakan Ya Allah...Ya Allah lindungilah aku dan ampunilah dosa-dosa silamku..

perjalanan masih jauh.banyak dugaan dugaan..mungkin Allah banyak bertanyakan tentang SABAR dan IKHLAS...harap aku dapat terus meniti tali dengan tabah...semoga di permudahkan..amin...

The Message 1976

2011-02-27T18:14:00.000-08:00

A good movie to be watched by the muslim/non muslim seriously. the story of Islam where Muhammad as the Messenger of Allah to the whole mankind. no need CGI or good sound system to produce this, lots of information resides will surely top-up your knowledge. in my point of view, i really love the character of Saidina Hamzah who sacrifices everything for Allah and His messenger. He was a great warrior after all, no wonder hes greatly known as Hamzah the lion of Allah.

My advice to Malaysian film industry is, please stop producing CITE HANTU, CITE JONGANG, CITE JULING, CITE KEPAM or what so ever. you should try this genre at least.with this kind of movies, there is a moral and knowledge inside that can develop our society, play your roles, dont misused it and dont just only think about money.

p/s : did you know, the producers of this film is a muslim and he took almost 7 years to produce this for us. this was a passion they put to make this movie has the quality inside.

SAY NO to Hantu, Kepam, jongang, juling dan lain lain yang seangkatan dengan nye..producer film Malaysia tak pergi sekolah ke? movie mcm dari orang tak educated langsung..

Malaysia Vs Pakistan 2012 Olympic qualifying - 2

2011-02-24T09:34:00.000-08:00

last night i went to Shah Alam Stadium with my friends..we planned to meet at gate C. ughh..i forgot where the hell the gate C was because the last time i went to this stadium is about 3-4 years ago for Malaysia vs Singapore match. The same feeling i felt when my father took me to make my first step into this stadium for Final game NS vs Perak in year 2000. a great wave from Malaysia fans last night, the drum,shout and chants made me drown along the wave of fans until the last minute of game. football must not be such fantastic and marvelous without the fans right?. yeah indeed.

anyway. i enjoyed the game until the last minute and Malaysia played a fantastic football last night. it just awesome for me to be a witness for the glory and great day for the Malaysia team- we won the first leg of the game.hohoho

gogo Malaysia.

Tanah Tumpahnya Darahku..

2-0 - the score board

Malaysia Vs Pakistan 2012 Olympic qualifying

2011-02-22T20:37:00.000-08:00

Tonight Malaysia will meet Pakistan preliminary round 1st leg for 2012 Olympic Qualifying at Stadium Shah Alam.

here the details.

Date: 23 February 2011 (Wed)
Kick-off: 8.45pm
Venue: Stadium Shah Alam
Live broadcast: Astro Arena (Ch 801) 8pm

i already bought the ticket and will be there to be as a 12th man on the field with all my fellow friends and other supporters.

support Malaysia to bring back the glory.

Malaysia Pre-Olympic squad

Goalkeepers
Khairul Fahmi Che Mat - 22 - Kelantan
Izham Tarmizi Roslan - 19 - Harimau Muda A

Defenders
Muslim Ahmad © - 21 - Harimau Muda A
Affise Faisal Mamat - 21 - Harimau Muda A
Faizal Muhammad - 21 - Harimau Muda A
Mahali Jasuli - 21 - Harimau Muda A
Fadhli Shas - 20 - Harimau Muda A
Fandi Othman - 18 - Harimau Muda A

Midfielders
K. Gurusamy - 22 - Harimau Muda A
Wan Zaharulnizam - 19 - Harimau Muda A
Gary Steven Robbat - 18 - Harimau Muda A
Irfan Fazail - 19 - Harimau Muda A
S. Sivanesan - 21 - Harimau Muda A
Wan Zack Haikal - 19 - Harimau Muda A
Faizal Abu Bakar - 20 - Kedah

Forwards
Ferris Danial Mat Nasir - 18 - Harimau Muda A
Fakri Saarani - 21 - Negeri Sembilan
Shakir Ali - 22 - Kedah

im not an ultras members or something..but im a Malaysian..

Pentas dunia

2011-02-15T22:59:00.000-08:00

Semakin hari, semakin mencabar jalan yang perlu di tempuh oleh ku, kadang-kadang macam rasa macam mimpi yang panjang. tapi kita kena tahu tujuan matlamat hidup kita, siapa kita di dunia ini. kerana itu adalah jawapan bahawa hidup di dunia bukanlah mimpi yang panjang semata-mata. Hidup dan mati di dunia di tentukan Allah, ada jangka waktu bagi setiap manusia di dunia ini. terpulang kepada kita untuk mengaturkannya. mata yang celik belum tentu dapat mengenal erti hidup. akal yang waras terlalu bergantung kepada logik untuk berfikir.

mungkin akal bertanya kepada mata yang celik siapa Allah sedangkan si mata yang celik tak dapat menzahirkanNya. mata mencari-cari di mana Allah sedangkan tempat dan masa itu diciptakanNya, adakah Dia bertempat dan berubah-ubah mengikut masa sedangkan Dia yang menciptakannya? mungkin soalan ini perlu berbalik kepada hati...tapi hati ini hampir buta dengan dosa-dosa silam.hati telah mabuk dengan dunia yang fana ini. mampukah ia menjawap?maka hidup ini terlalu bergantung kepada mata yang celik dan akal yang waras. maka hanyutlah kita.

mungkin inilah sebabnya ada yang memilih menyembah objek-objek kerana ia di zahirkan dan dekat dengan mata untuk dilihat. di sebabkan kejahilan tertutuplah hijab yang menunjukkan bahawa Allah sebenarnya sangat sangat hampir dan sentiasa berada dengan kita. deria menjadi buta untuk merasakan kekuasaanNya, tidak bersyukur dan sering melupakanNya.

hati yang hampir buta ada ubatnya,untuk berubat ada syaratnya. biar pun bersyarat ada usahanya. usaha pula perlu ada sabarnya. persoalannya mampukah aku mengubatinya?mencelik kan hati yang hampir hampir buta?

mungkin aku sudah ada jawapannya,mungkin juga sudah tahu caranya,mungkin usaha dan praktikalnya kurang dan hatiku masih belum sembuh dan masih kabur. cuma dapat aku berpesan kepada hatiku bersabarlah dan berdoalah kerana kita adalah hambaNya yang berharap.

Ketahuilah tanpa yang hidup itu jasad tidak ada erti nya. Tetapi benda mati ini lah yang dijaga dan diutamakan orang di dunia ini. Sedangkan semua tahu bila mati kelak, jasad akan busuk dan di tanam atau di bakar. Ini menunjukkan mati ialah bila hidup yang menghidupkan jasad tadi meninggalakan jasad.

barang siapa yang mengenal diri ini nescaya kenallah ia dengan Tuhannya.

mungkin selama ini aku terlalu banyak bertanya dengan si mata dan si akal dan aku banyak tertipu, kini aku rasa sampailah saat aku bertanya pada si hati walaupun ia perlu disembuhkan dahulu.

hadith menyatakan Allah ada di setiap hati orang mukmin. aku harap dapat terus beramal mendekatkan diri dengan Tuhan ku. dan bertanya kan hati, insyaAllah hati tidak akan menipu, kerana ia sangat hampir dengan Allah. mata dan akal dan lain-lain tidak juga menipu kerana Allah sentiasa bersama kita semua. tapi kejahilan yang menyebabkan kita alpa. tapi mungkin hati ini ada keistimewaannya kerana ia dapat melihat "DIRI". maka bertanyalah kepada DIRI, kerana diri kenal akan tuhanNya, kerana ia berasal dari sana, dari maha pencipta dan maha besar. dia mengetahui kerana ia datang dari yang Maha mengetahui, Ia bijak kerana ia datang dari yang Maha Bijaksana

jika mengenal diri, maka hancurlah jasad yang di agungkan selama ini. Hidup lah diri yang mempunyai tujuan,

Harap aku dapat mengenal "Diri" yang sebenar benarnya "Diri" dan mengutamakan dan tidak mengabaikan ia dalam segala urusan didunia ini sementara menunggu hari yang kekal abadi kerana ia kekal kerana di kekalkan.kita di dunia tak ada apa-apa yang dapat dibanggakan. kerana semua adalah milik yang Maha Esa, kita hanya meminjam nya untuk sementara waktu. bila bercerai ruh dan jasad hanya "bekal" yang dibawa untuk hari perhitungan.

Salam Maulidur Rasul semua.

sekadar berkongsi, aku bukanlah orang yang selayaknya untuk menceritakan perkara ini. tapi penulisan ini sebenarnya adalah untuk mengingatkan diriku sendiri dan selebihnya yang baik adalah untuk iktibar.

testing 123

2011-02-09T07:31:00.000-08:00

whutsup!!

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ADDICTED to....

2011-01-20T19:10:00.000-08:00

define : DOTA
dota is...

D - Dunia
O - Orang
T - Takde
A - Awek

This game is quite famous among my friend because:

1- when we were a student.

its OK no money to buy some foods , we still got DOTA meh..its more important
its OK no Aweks, DOTA still better ma
Final exam tomorrow?no problem man..always get ready..tonight we DOTA in hell!!
AWEK lari, kesepian?...tak de hal la..DOTA is a cure for everything..awek tak penting..DOTA lagi penting
wei carry mark dah keluar!!!....argghh pedulik lah carry mark, DOTA ade hero baru keluar ke?
Esok ade kelas pukul 8 pagi..Malam ni DOTA sampai pagi..esok kite ponteng...

in the order word. kiteorang memang gile isim kat DOTA.

but when the result came out..

SHIT MAN..kalau gua tak DOTA GUA dah anugerah DEKAN dah!!<-- ayat biase dari mulut member-member.
Gua ingat nak berenti DOTA la pasni (nada sedih)<--- stock ayat budak fail paper.
aku nak uninstall DOTA malam ni gak!!! <--ayat aku paling top..
azam sem ni..aku attend sume kelas..no ponteng <---ayat aku gak..
buat poster baik lekat kat dinding <---GUA tak mo main DOTA..GUA nak gi KELAS..GUA tak mo PONTENG lagi<---poster aku gak ni!!

tak sampai seminggu insaf..rumah sewa aku kembali ceria, terang balik di waktu pagi sampai kesubuh..sebab budak budak tak tido main DOTA lagi..

repeat paper semester lepas??ape ada hal...semester ni amik balik..time ni da jadi otai..tak study pon boleh score..

tapi aku DOTA macam orang gile pon..degree tak pernah repeat beb..sume B ngn B+ je..kalau dapat A pon 1 je la aku ingat subject multimedia..tp kalau C tu ade gak 2 kali dapat..subject DATABASE yang memang aku tak suke..tapi sekarang kerje Database pulak...isk2x..and 1 lagi 3rd language 1 level..akibat kejutan budaye : aku dapat C...2nd lvl 3rd lvl B+ beb..wakakka

Akibat DOTA ramai member member aku kecundang ditengah jalan..atau dalam bahase kasarnye DISMIS..

kelas aku makin lame makin sikit orang..Junior & Senior aku tak payah cakap la..kalau da tak nampak muke tanpe salam terakhir tu..maksudnye hilang akibat dismis lah..malu nak salam member-member.tak pon tak nak member tau ke DISMISAN mereke..nanti dorang insaf so tak leh DISMIS same-same..CIS..

DOTA - THE GATHERING

its been a year since im quiting DOTA after got married. i think most of my friends did the same things.

like what my friend IKMAL said - " cukup lah degree aku da jadi taik DOTA..." <---ayat ayat taubat nasuha..

i pon taubatan nasuha jugalah kan...setaun tak main..

but last month, because of 1 bloody sensitive word "NOOB"..i installed DOTA on my PC

TEPET : noob jom DOTA

MEGAH : noob..nak pawn noob ni...

you know NOOB is such a taboo word for DOTA players..seriously!!

lagi BENGANG beb..aku di panggil noob dengan NOOB + FEEDER zaman aku berdota dulu.baru level 1 die dah tank tower..lvl 2 ajak roshan....tu aku install terus..

As a result...hari hari aku DOTA-- siot addicted balik..deymiitt..

last but not least

MY WIFE : frust abg main DOTA balik T_T

as a conclusion

i just figure out why i play DOTA back, and i got the answer...

dah kawin tak de awek..so still can dota what??

im sorry dear..

Bahagia dunia dan Akhirat

2011-01-11T18:49:00.000-08:00

Last week Dato Hassan Din bagi ceramah dalam TV,

kalau nak bahagia di dunia dan Akhirat, dalam sehari ada 24jam, maka bahagikan 1/3 untuk dunia, 1/3 untuk manusia dan 1/3 lagi untuk Allah...insyaAllah bahagia dunia dan akhirat katanya yang berdasarkan petikan dari ulama tasauf.

maknanya 24jam bahagi 3 = 8 jam

8jam = untuk Dunia
8jam = untuk Manusia
8jam = untuk Allah

simple calculation but it kept me wondering that day...
hmmm...

how about if we are about to die/just die when spending our time untuk manusia atau dunia?
there is something behind that should be well interpreted, mungkin masa tak cukup untuk dia perjelaskan benda ni kot

lillahi taala..is what we need in everything we do everyday
kerana Allah taala..merangkumi semuanya..

8jam + 8jam + 8jam =24 jam
24 jam = 1hari
1 hari = lillahi taala
1 hari untuk mengingat Allah bukan saje dalam solat. tetapi dalam segala hal.

berkawan kerana Allah, membantu kerana Allah, bekerje kerana Allah dan lain-lain lagi..

so terfikir lagi..
Mampukah aku..
hmmm

Ya Allah jangan lah kau matikan aku dalam keadaan kufur dan tidak beriman...amin.

Movie Malaysia Haram jadah?

2011-01-06T20:04:00.000-08:00

its hard for me to daily update my blog, but im always trying to and of course it depend too much on the level of kemalasan of mine. it has been 3 years i do blog, now I know the hard way as a writer. I think im not a good writer because for me all article written is just containing with full of shit. im not intended to be a good writer who has a thousand of fanatic followers who are addicted to the writing. Actually i do writing on my oh bloody oh blada blog is just for fun. This is the way on how i kill my free time or this is the way on how i bore my self to sleep, so it can stop me from hanging out because im too energetic and like to waste the money in the wallet.

not just that, in my childhood, i was infamous among my teachers who hate my handwriting, (like i told you here) and from my previous writing I already mentioned, during that time im the biggest loser among the losers at school who hate English subject. I hate to submit my writing because i know my teachers hate my handwriting PLUS I hate to write something in english because i totally suck in it. so what am i doing right now on this bloody blog? what am i doing right now? am I writing something???do my eyes deceive me??what a surprise!!yess!!the bloody me is writing right now.

Ok cut, no time for this crap anymore.

Ok lets get to more serious topic.based on the topic above..(lolx actually aku tak de idea nak letak tajuk untuk entry ni). from now on, i will declare a war to the Malaysian film industry. seriously if theres a new Malaysian movies coming out on the cinema I WONT buy even a single ticket, i will rather to watch the pirate one that i download from the net. (buat pe nk beli kat cina jual CD..dorang lanun yang kaye, so biar kite jadi lanun yang miskin).or its more better not watching all this creepy junk movie.

wahh marah betul ni..but i have several reason on why im doing this kind of shit.
as a kaki wayang for sure i got my own taste for the film. gila ke hape tak sayang negare ke?pengkhianat?padulik ape aku..da lame aku support tapi tak improve...

last time i went to cinema for malay movie -jangan pandang belakang . for me it quite scary la...boleh la kan...but its been a years man!! producers neh pantang bagi sambutan kat movie die, sampai kiamat lah dieorang buat movie seram.. no improvement, no passion. ex : today launching the new jangan pandang belakang, if they recieved a warm welcome from the malaysian there will be 90% chances that you will be served by another same genre movie, maybe jangan pandang depan pulak lah...recycle movie brape juta kali tah!!! amik ko kat mstar HERE

patut ke aku lempang awek tu atau lempang hantu tu???

wahh ni betul punye marah? mana tak marah..skang TV penuh dah dengan cite hantu!! demmit lah..i pray for the next P Ramlee. the passion, creativity etc on work man..stakat fikir untung je baik tak payah!!pastu tak malu ajak orang tengok wayang, suruh support..if you do business, you persuade your customer to buy your product because of the quality of your product, but if your products is suct and you ask people to support your product, you are not a bussiness man dude.. you just do beggars things..nothing much. same macam jual tisu je duduk and harap orang beli, padahal orang beli sebab kesian...not because of your products is good..like what i said before, they are lucky because the malaysian is generous. murah hati gila tak hinggat.sampai kadang-kadang diperbodohkan je aku rase....so korang lucky la sangat..

marah lagi neh..last month i went to kenduri tahlil, i saw lot of kids playing there. suddenly one of the kid screamed like hell. it look more like he got possessed by the Ginnie of something ghosy. guling-guling macam tenggiling dah..the guest there just watched the kid and unexpectedly another kid came and smacked the kid with his palm and screamed out the kalimah 'laa ila haa illAllah'. selamber je budak yang guling2x tu bagun tegelak2x macam langsuir lak...punye la seronok..aku lesing karang..hhahaha.so childrens nowadays not playing hide and seek anymore yeahh..dammit..
so what need to be highlighted here is!!movies play roles in childrens development. so the producers need to give some cooperation to help them to develop well and healthier. terlampau banyak sangat cerite macam ni sampai budak-budak pon cite-cite nak jadi bomoh?WTH man!!i dont want to see the generation of uncle seeker man!! come on dude!!so please la gune la otak skit..

idola anak kecik masa kini..demmitt..

theres several things that makes me hate malaysian movies. the sound system, graphic etc are sucks! i cant imagine if they come out with a blue ray one day?will you buy it to watch bulu hidung jalaludin hasan in HD?more clear right? kulit licin and jerawat lisa surihani is available to watch in blue ray mode demiit..parut jerawat farid kamil in HD??must buy ok I pakse you all tawww!!

but deep inside my heart i still want to see the malaysian film industry will come out with a good shot movie, we smack down the holiwudd with our own movies, more creative, canggih manggih, hensem bergaye, CGI kaw2x, etc. so i will give my bet on KRU production and Abang Aflin kita. i will support their movie even the CGI standard is still low if compared to the holiwuuuud standard. at least there is an afford to develop the industry. Cicak man, cikak man 2, etc, i can see the different man, i can see their passion that resided in that movies. For Afdlin he did the best, movie-movie yang ade nilai murni, seronok. tak terpengaruh dengan movie hantu bangang producers lain. so i will go to cinema for their movie for sure..i will give my good support. for me they DO business!!

i hope one day i can see 3D movies from the Malaysian that has a same standard with avatar etc..

so i repeat!!I will declare a war on them. boycott time beybeh...but who is me to declare a war on them???lolx...hoho who cares at least i know to spend my money for something worth it. my money is not for something junk or rubbish things.ok tak marah-marah dah..:D

p/s entry di ubah tajuk akibat terdownload cite senario based on komen satu blog..kate movie ni best..tapi sebenarnye TAHI..haha

Welcome 2011

2011-01-03T17:49:00.000-08:00

2011 is just a number..nothing much to story about, but it will be valuable if we decorate it with something. so we have 365 days to make sure our 2011 will be as good as what we have planned.

so let start this from now. dont let your past fail you. dont give up on what have you failed to accomplish last year.

get back up and be strong.

get your self ready..

Never give up and say die..we are on war, its useless to pull the trigger to put a bullet in your head while the enemy still freely breathing. cewahhh.

hmm... by the way its already 4th January

and it is Tuesday???

Tuesday???hmmm...why dont we just call it a day??still ok rite? we still got another 361days left. lolx..

p/s: miss my weekend oredi la...cant imagine world without weekend..but its fine if there is no weekdays...lolx.

Good Luck Malaysia!!

2010-12-29T00:51:00.000-08:00

Last week I went to SBJ for final first leg between Malaysia and Indonesia. that was great to see Malaysia won it with a dramatic goals.

The second leg will be held at Bung Karno stadium Indonesia. let see what we can do there. I hope we will win there too and STFU the Indonesian. As what we know the most of bloody fanatic Indonesian are failed to use their brain well.

hey Indon.. Dont you think we are smart? yes we are!!
hey Indon...if you think our team are weak, we will prove you re wrong!!tonight!!at your home ground!!we will bite you off to the ground!!

Alfred Riedl : your team cant win tonite Gopal
Raja Gopal : (smile)

Raja Gopal : Team!! Whats your profession????
Malaysia Team : KILL!!! KILL!! KILL!!!
Raja Gopal : get ready your self cos tonite we will dine in Hell, we will eat the poor Garuda again!!
Malaysia Team : Huaaahhhggg!!!

Alfred Riedl : Run indonn runnnn....please bring your passport olso...:D
Bomoh : OMG passport gue expired sudah...waduhhh!!!

Raja Gopal : GO TIGERS!! kill them all!! we come and WE CONQUER!!
Malaysia Team : AUUMMMMMMMMSSSS!!!!

The pieces is fading away blues

2010-12-09T19:33:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning with a heavy head, in half assleep I take a moment to muse (only suparman can did that). I jump off from my bed and washed my ugly sleepy face. The ugly me has been suck up by the flow of water trough the sink.brushed my teeth and im looking at the mirror and tell my self to smile even it just a fake.Its time to let my hard disk rest in peace lolx..no need to cry over the spilled milk.its time to pick the pieces of memory back to be my precious collections again.

At my office i sat and open up my laptop. while it tried to load the OS, i get my iphone from my pocket and checked my facebook like usual. live feed is the features of facebook that i like the most. i go trough to find out what everybody is doing and of course sometimes got funny vids attached by them. it really kick out the blues out of me for sometimes.

But today i was tagged by my friend on the pictures of him. it really made my heart jump out and smack my mouth to put a pure smile on my face once again. i found again some of missing pieces. i giggled when i saw ugly immature face of me yet again. I really glad even its just a small part of the pieces that is missing.

Damn man, I cant stop laughing when I saw my own face there.

Study group

gamba ketika zaman geng jiwang..haha

Sadness is all over me...

2010-12-09T09:24:00.000-08:00

huh.. its already 2.00 am but i still try to do some writing.

i tried to wrote something on this wall before, but nothing was going trough my head. i like to sleep even i had enough sleep, im taking a nap frequently at my office even im not tired with my works. as the conclusion reach on my head - im lazy. something not right with me. im easily feeling tired.

im feeling hopeless, my world has become more chalenging as for now im missing my good old days as a kid, my happy hour time as a kampung boy. im missing my school life, im missing my campus life. each time im trying to close my eyes, i still can remmember well how my college room look a like. still remmember how everytime i got hungy in the midle of the night. i and ude will wait my roommate zaid to fall as sleep.when he slept, i will slowly stole meggie mee on his wordrobe and ate it with a nasty smile on my face. but when the morning comes, i woke up, i jump from my bed and open my drawer to get some cigarete and waiting for a good time to make a confession with zaid. " zaid aku dengan ude curi meggie ko semalam... ". i did that regularly and i knew zaid was angry with both of us, because he was a meggie kipas susah mati and me and ude like to stole his favaurites.lolx.but he cant do noting because im a dictator in my room. more than that my roomate is more like a brothers to me.

seriously i miss everything on my past. the thing that turn me mad is because my hard disk got crashed, lots of memorable things in that. ohh where can i get back the Top of the world song that has been sang by me?where can i get back those pic that has been missing?urrgghh the freaking crappy vids too..damn.

.i dont want to forget my past..i want to keep it in my head until i die...its so sweet for me. seriously..
hopefully my wife and friend still got the copies...isk2x

hai bengangnye hardisk Rosak...

Selamat Bertempur pasukan Hoki Negara

2010-11-24T23:15:00.000-08:00

Aku adalah seorang yang hoki dropout , pernah pergi test sesi uji bakat hoki masa sekolah dulu, pegang kayu hoki sambil gelecek bola, tau - tau bola dah tertinggal kat belakang dan secara tak langsung sukan hoki menjadi sukan loser untuk aku.

Apa-apa pon kejab lagi Pasukan Hoki Malaysia akan bermain di Final sukan Asia dan ini adalah yang pertama kalinya di Final. Sebagai salah seorang rakyat Malaysia, aku bangga. Oleh itu terimalah lagu yang agak popular ketika ku masih di bangku sekolah.

hidup abang Nash - hebat suara dia menyanyikan lagu ini.

Walaupon aku tak paham sistem permainan atas padang sukan hoki. aku tetap Sokong Hoki Malaysia.

Fikirkan Boleh

Jika kau fikirkan kau boleh

Kau hampir boleh melakukan

Jika kau fikirkan ragu-ragu

Usahamu tidak menentu

Jika kau fikirkan kekalahan

Kau hampiri kegagalan

Jika kau fikirkan kemenangan

Kau hampiri kejayaan

Engkaulah apa kau fikirkan

Terkandung dalam pemikiran

Kau fikir boleh melakukan

Fikirkan boleh

Percaya apa kau lakukan

Tabah apa kau usahakan

Bertindak atas kemampuan

Engkau boleh

The Atlantis

2010-11-23T19:59:00.000-08:00

After reading and watching something about The Atlantis, I started to wonder why after thousands of years, many of us still search for the answer of the mystical of mystery of misery lolx. Did it existed or didn`t? we keep searching for the truth over years even we based on some artifact wrote by Plato also known as Aristocle and the articles has yet prove wrong because of some creepy rock etc found by the archeologists. With those finding it really set my mind that Plato story is not a myth after all even nobody has found the exact location for this civilization.

The thing that really makes me exited is about the destruction theories of the lagendary civilization. it takes years to develop such kind of civilization but based on the storyteller it takes just a day to put everything deep down into the earth by the earthquake and floods and become history. but based on the hypothesis made by the researcher some of them said that there was a volcano on the island that erupted and splitting a big wave of lava and buried the city on the island itself. Another researcher said that the island was hit by a meteor and exerting the destructive power like a thousand nuclear bombs. That’s so WOW for me. You know what? This kind of destruction seems very familiar for me. it really remind me about Noah and his arc, on how the big flood destroy everything and it really make me to think on WHY God had punished them with that kind of disaster.

Based on Plato the storyteller, the Atlantis society was punished because of the development had change the people to became greedy, depraved, corrupted etc and were then divinely punished for it by the earthquake and big FLOODS. A FLOODS guys!! For sure it must be a big waves to destroy everything on the island and the island itself. The disaster was really similar with what Noah and his people had faced.

So this is just my two cents...Does Noah and Atlantis is just the same story? did he come from that legendary island? i really don’t know, but my feeling just told me, yes it is....just im an enthusiastic of mysterious lover but I’m not an expert so my thought is not valid for any kind of hypothesis. It will become a laughing-stock among people who are really into this area.

Whatever relation it is, too good to be true, the reason why the civilization has divinely punished is now a major thing to be discuss.

Could we imagine what may happen to our own home? This is just a warning perhaps to us as a khalifah, we may be heading down the same path of greed and corruption, this story is already stated on the Quran and we must know that Quran is for our references and of course to warning us so much so as to warrant us to a similar divine punishment...

So open your eyes widely, and tell me what have you see around you. the divine punishments is just waiting for the call.

So once again i will put this question for you and me to think about.

Are we ready guys?

With our technology advancing in leaps and bounds, will we reveal the mysteries? even it will takes another thousands years to come, i pretty sure that we will find the answer. But the real question is, will we repeat the same mistakes even we already got the samples..for me the corruption definitely will happen, but will we be part of it?
Will you?

Once again WE THINK!

ADIL kah tuhanKu yang Maha Adil?

2010-10-01T06:04:00.000-07:00

p/s my wife asked me to paste what have i wrote on her blog here. actually i dont have enough time to frequently update this blog like what i did before. therefore she suggested me to paste something here. so it will make me looks sooo rajinn...hahha

copied from cikybum.blogspot.com

Hidup di dunia yang fana ini adalah derita bagi orang muslim. banyak dugaan yang perlu di tempuh sebagai ujian terhadap kesetiaan pada janji yang kita ucapkan kepada pencipta. amar makruf nahi mungkar panji yang dibawa sebelum kita berperang di alam dunia yang penuh pancaroba .berbekalkan dengan berkat kalimah tauhid & dakwah laa ila haa illallah yang mengalir didalam urat muhammad dalam tubuh badan kita, kita cuba harungi dugaan ini walaupun ia amat memeritkan.

tapi dalam keadaan dunia yang sudah hampir ke penghujung zaman, manusia lupa tentang apa yang di lafazkan termasuklah aku.huhu..lagi-lagi bila kena bala aku memang menyumpah seranah orang yang bawak bala tu, rasa macam nak gigit je tengkok die padahal mungkin Allah sedang menguji hambanya. kadang-kadang bile aku buat baik kat orang-orang sekeliling, dorang buat dajal kat aku pulak. aku tolong orang tu die tikam aku plak dari belakang. ape semua itu? manakah tuhan yang maha adil?adilkah tuhan yang maha Adil itu?

pernah gak aku diuji dengan bapak mertua aku tentang keadilan Allah.

ayah aku kata " kalau tuhan tu maha adil kenapa di cipta Habil dan Qabil berbeza sifatnya, kenape sorang pembunuh dan sorang pula dibunuh?"

aku tak tau nak menjawabnye..

ayah aku tanye lagi " kenape pulak Allah ciptakan syurga dan neraka sedangkan Allah tu Maha penyayang, kenapa tak cipta semua baik je semuanya semua masuk syurga, kan adil tu?"

ayah aku macam nak cuba uji aku dengan soalan-soalan yang memeningkan kepala aku sendiri.

aku mungkin tak ada jawapan tentang pertanyaan yang di diberikan oleh ayah mertua aku tu. secara zahirnya naluri(logic akal) manusia aku memang Allah tak adil pada aku. tapi hati aku masih berkata tidak..Allah adalah adil, Allah maha adil! mungkin itulah yang disuarakan oleh imanku yang lemah..alhamdullillah setakat ini biarpun secara logic akal aku byk rasa kekurangan pada apa yang dikurniakan Allah. tapi hati aku masih berkata Alhamdullillah dengan apa yang di anugerahkan.

soalan ayah aku memang selalu bermain di fikiranku. kadang-kadang aku duduk termenung mencari jawapan. duduk depan pc aku google apa maksudnya maha adil bg Allah, aku buka kitab sifat-sifat 20 yang diberikan guru tasaufku. akhirnya aku menemui jawapan setelah merujuk pada al-fakir illallah sahabat ku.jawapan yang diberikan cukup membuatkan aku berasa malu terhadap tuhanku. terima kasih sahabat kerana membantuku mencari jawapan. al-fakir blog tekan sini

tetibe aku ter flash bank kezaman lampau mase saat2x aku kecik-kecik, anugerah yang paling hebat oleh Al Rahman , Allah telah mengurniakan aku pasangan ibu bapa yang terhebat di dunia, mereka sanggup mengetepikan kepentingan sendiri untuk kebahagiaan anak-anaknya walaupun ada sorang anak angkat dalam keluarga kami iaitu Noraain(hehehe ain abg gurau je). kasih sayang mereka curahkan memang tak ada tolok bandingnya di dunia ini.

dalam hati ku berkata " tak bersyukur lagi ke Mohd Hafiz dengan apa yang dikurniakan? ko buta kah Mohd Hafiz dengan pemberiannya?adakah ini bukan maha penyayang?adakah ini bukan maha adil?"

aku teruskan lagi sesi mengimbas masa lampau dimana aku debesarkan dengan cukup makan dan pakai. ayahku sanggup memakai baju lusuh untuk pergi ke pejabat, bertahun-tahun dia memakai baju recycle sedangkan anak-anaknya dapat baju baru setiap tahun untuk kesekolah. bukan itu aje, tiap-tiap raye sorang akan dapat baju raye yang masih segar bau kedainye"

dalam hatiku berkata " ape kau buta Mohd Hafiz dengan segala limpah rahmatnya keatas diri kau" kau masih tak reti bersyukur?

perjalanan flash back aku tiba di penghujung dimana aku telah dijodohkan dengan Siti Nadiah, seorang isteri yang baik, mendengar kate, pandai menjaga kehormatan diri, beragama dan paling penting dia amat menyayangi ku sebagai seorang suaminya. (puji lelebih skit dengan harapan die blanje pizza hari ni)

hati ku berkata lagi "tak tau lagi ape itu syukur mohd hafiz?siapa kau untuk mempertikaikan segala kehendaknya?

perjalanan back to the future aku tamat dan aku kembali ke alam nyate. sekarang ini aku sering marah2x kalau ada orang cari pasal dengan aku. aku bengang dengan orang, bengang dengan kete orang besar2x gedabak..aku selalu complaint itu complaint ini. padahal ia secara tidak langsung menunjukkan ketidak puasan hati kepada kehendak Allah.

aku menyelidikki diri ini perlahan-lahan, siapa manusia ini?siapakah diri ini?

inilah jawapan yang aku dapat.

manusia ini adalah hamba yang lemah, pemikiran serta deria manusia ada hadnya kecuali diberikan karamah oleh Allah swt. bagaimana kita manusia yang adil dimata manusia boleh menghakimi Allah yang MAHA adil? apakah maksud Maha itu sebenarnye? sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha adil, Maha itu maksudnya terlalu halus untuk kita manusia menghakimi keadilanya.

Maha itu bermakna terlalu teliti sehingga kita manusia yang jahil merasakan bahawa ia tidak adil bagi diri kita.

Maha penyayangnya Ya Allah sehingga kita manusia yang jahil merasakan Allah tidak menyayangi kita. kerana hati kita buta untuk merasa dan menikmati kasih sayangNya.

cuba fikir sejenak - jika Allah itu tidak penyayang tidak dia menciptakan syurga, dan jika Allah tidak Adil tidak dia menciptakan neraka sebagai amaran kepada hambanya yang ingkar.

jika manusia menjadi tuhan - adilnya manusia dari segi logic akal - dia akan menciptakan semuanya hidup senang, semuanya menjadi raja yang berkuasa, semuanya menjadi kaya raya, tidak ada seorang pon yang menderita- itukah adil dari sudut pandangan manusia?

tapi tidak bagi Allah yang esa. Adilnya Allah adalah maha adil sehinggakan dia menciptakan kita dengan pelbagai sifat, perangai, ada yang kaya, ada yang miskin,ada yang menderita ada yang hidup senang lenang di istana. kenapa? kerana MAHA ADIL itu terlalu halus untuk ditafsir/di ukur oleh manusia jahil seperti kita. kalau semuanya menjadi raja siapa yang akan menjadi petani untuk raja makan hari-hari?sapa yang nak memerintah kalau semuanya diciptakan menjadi petani?bagaimanakah rupanya dunia ini jika semuanya menjadi raja?seimbangkah dunia ini?

semua ini tak dapat diukur oleh manusia walaupun bagi seorang hakim yang sangat adil dimata manusia lain.

sekarang ini aku terasa amat bersyukur, perlahan-lahan aku bertasauf mengenali siapa diriku ini. apa tugas kita di dunia ini? mengenali diri ini untuk tahu apa hubungan kita dengan Allah swt.

Ya Allah, ampunilah segala dosa kedua ibu-bapaku, berikan kebahagiaan kepada mereka di dunia dan juga akhirat. Ya Allah berikanlah keberkatan ke atas mereka Ya Allah, jauhilah mereka dari bencana mu Ya Allah.

Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa ku Ya Allah, berikanlah kejayaan dunia dan akhirat.limpahkan lah rezekimu ya Allah,

Ya ALlah ampunilah dosa isteriku Ya Allah, berikanlah kejayaan dunia dan akhirat kepadanya, limpahkanlah rezekimu ya Allah

Ya Allah kurniakan kami zuriat yang soleh,solehah, cukup sifat, baik berbudi pekerti, berguna kepada agama bangsa dan negara ya Allah

Ya Allah peliharalah rumah tangga kami, sinari lah rumah tangga kami agar kami dapat merasa ketenangan, jauhilah kami dari syak wasangka yang boleh memusnahkan rumah tangga kami Ya Allah

Ya Allah ampunikan lah dosa adik bradik kami, berikanlah kejayaan dunia dan akhirat kepada mereka ya Allah

Ya Allah berikanlah taufiq dan hidayahmu kepada kami insan yang lemah ya Allah

Ya Allah janganlah ko matikan kami semua dalam keadaan kufur dan syirik ya Allah.

sesungguhnya engkaulah yang maha penyayang dan juga maha adil.

amin.

It's better late than never

2010-09-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

Syawal, As the mark of the end of fasting month of Ramadhan,

Just want to say Happy Hari Raya Aid Ul Fitr for my muslem fellows. I hope for the forgiveness from all of you if what i did is wrong or what ever words that i used on my writing that hurt your butt -- oppss..

haha. anyway once again i would like to repeat

Happy Hari Raya Aid Ul Fitr too All and enjoy your holidays with your loving family

astro beyond - what da heck? RM199??

2010-08-20T00:14:00.000-07:00

will you pay for something but it is not yours?
will you care about the life time warranty provided but the item is not yours?

cut that crab. nobody will but for the astro subscriber this thing is normal because you have no other choice.

for the existing customer - the old decoder is yours, but if you want to subscribe the HD channel, you need to change to new astro beyond decoder, dont worry its free plus got a lifetime warranty. + free installation service

nice pakage isnt it?

but who cares about the lifetime warantty because the decoder is not yours anymore. you need to return back the decoder once you have terminating the astro service or else RM500 will be charged if you are fail to.

for new customer -

same pakages has been offered by astro but you need to pay RM199 extra
I called the astro service center last week.

im asking whats the reason for RM199 and the astro representative said that its the price for the decoder and the waranty is for a lifetime

how long is the contract period - a year, if you terminate the service before the contract period you need to pay it.

the decoder is mine? - no, its not, even if you terminate the service after the contract period, you still need to return it back to astro

what the heck? so RM199, what for? - emm its for the lifetime warranty service sir...

the decoder is not mine..who cares about the warranty..but i have no choice since astro is a monopoly and capitalist company. the new epl & uefa season is already begin..

huh! i hate astro but something in me craving for this bloody service
why am i subsribing astro - read this - http://www.thefreelibrary.com/Astro,+ESPN+win+EPL+deal+in+Malaysia-a01612018091

i have no choice. WE have no other choice.
but believe me, if TM win the bid for ESPN someday, of course i will terminate this bloody services. i know TM is still the monopoly company but remmembere TM is one of the GLC`s

capitalist = everithing is possible.
monopoly = customers is our toys

this kind of thing is useless since astro is the monopoly company. shit lah..

p/s : aku rase asto service center salah bg info. maybe 199 is for installation fee..199 untuk installation fee sangat mahal la..damit. tapi kalau untuk decoder..totally bullshit..

Is it possible to forget something special to you?

2010-08-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

Is it possible to forget something special? i had thrown this kind of question to my friends last week, and most of them answered NO. its so damn hard to forget something that you think so special in term of things or a person you really love.

This question kept bugging me when i was studying at Jengka. a lots of things happened there and sometimes it really tested my emotion. im lost, i dont know what to do because i felt so lonely and my mind kept remind me the persons that i love but they were not there for me. i felt like im alone and i wanted to cry to relief something but i cant.

when i was in a very difficult time, i really wanted to have my parents to be by my side, but they were far away from my collage, i grabbed my phone to make a call but i cant because of my ego as a man- i dont want anyone know about about my sadness. im waiting for any call from someone special, dearest to me but i have no one. for me love is totally sucks! im craving to get my guitar to pluck the strings while listening to the melody of X-japan but all i got was nothing. it maybe just relief me for just some amount of time, but when i woke up in the morning the things will still bugging me and sometimes it turn even more worst than what i can imagine. im smoking a lot and one day i had a bad cough and spat a blood.

im looking to the blood that i had spat, it was too thick and i think im dying, so scared to death. i didnt tell anyone about this, but i still a person who have a faith to the Al-mighty God. after i did my prayer i tried to grumble about my fate and what had happened to me, i didn't meant to show dissatisfied with what has He did to me, actually i grumble to Him to share something and begging for helps because im totally lost. you know what, i cried and i can tell everything i felt without a doubt to Him. it really relief me a lot, im fetl peace was all over me.

you know what my problem was? yeah its about love. its true that love is cruel sometimes, its truly a very great pain seem like you bury a very damn sharp knifes deep inside your heart, and the knifes slowly slicing you heart and soul to make it split into pieces. i my self cant deal it during that time. i tried to find the answer and im lost in the middle of seeking. but when im asking the God, the answer is found.

Now i have the answer because i already walk trough that path. Today, i dont know why my friends are like to share his/her personal story mostly about love. when they got into trouble, they seek for me to give some advice eventho i know im not a type of person who like to kept the secrets that has been shared to me alone. but i love to give my advice to them because i my self have the same problem sometimes, when i give an advice it seems like i motivate my self too.

but the same answer for these question. i know it maybe a POYO one..but this thing had happened to me before and i did the same thing.

kembali kepada Allah kerana dialah yang maha pengasih dan maha penyayang.

hadith imam Tirmizi daripada Anas r.a "sesungguhnya Rasullullah SAW apabila baginda ditimpa sesuatu kesulitan atau kesusahan, maka untuk menghilangkan rasa kesusahan itu baginda mengucapkan, 'yaa hayyu yaa qayyummu birahmatika astaghiistu" yang bermaksud ' wahai tuhan yang hidup, wahai tuhan yang tetap mengurus melindungi, aku berlindung diri dengan rahmatmu'

hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Ibnu ABbas, Rasullullah SAW bersabda : sesiapa yang banyak beristighfar iaitu mengingati Allah serta memohon ampun daripadaNya, dia dilepaskan Allah dari segala kesukaran dan kesempitan, serta diberi rezeki daripada sumber-sumber yang dia tidak sangka'

hadith yang diriwayatkan oleh Ibnu Naim daripada Ali : baginda bersabda : sesiapa yang selalu ingat dan takut dengan Allah, nescaya dia hidup kuat dan hebat dan dia hidup dalam negerinya dengan aman dan tenteram'.

Firman Allah dalam surah Ali Imran ayat 159, " sesungguhnya ALlah SWT menyukai orang yang bertawakkal kepadaNya"

ps: i hope my friend will read this. i write this because i have the reason for what have i answered because i already went trough that path and of course i didnt mean to POYO or something.

Sherlock's 1x01: "A Study In Pink"

2010-08-11T18:26:00.000-07:00

For the Sherlock`s fans out there, you must watch this seriously but of course you need to download it first.lolx

the 1st. 2nd and 3rd series has already been released.

On the 1st episode, it will story on how Dr John Watson decided to become a friend with the real freaking psychopath detective.He assume that life with sherlock will never be boring again. it will story too on how both of them cooperate to defeat a serial killer, a dying cabbie driver who kills for money. the more he kills more will he get from the fan of sherlock itself, Moriarty

i dont want to write more, because i myself hate to read the synopsis of my favorite movies because for me it will ruin the taste of it.So i`ll leave it up for you to judge as a fan.

but for me, i will rating this 1st series : 8 out of 10. it will really whack your brain..lolx

Sherlock 1x02 The Blind Banker
Sherlock 1x03 The Great Game

kafir mengkafir? - part 2

2010-08-11T01:15:00.000-07:00

Congratulation!!

user ryujimitsui has officially been blocked by this bloger.

not just that,some of his comments are also been deleted by him.

huh!

so i dont want to waste my time anymore debating something using new nick with this useless coward.

btw, hes a lecturer at UTM and i wonder how he teach his students everyday.

dah la delete comments, lepas tu tuduh aku penyokong KE?aku bukan peminat KE, aku just tak sokong cara dia...dia ni tak reti membace ke?hehe

let me share with you guys what the comments that has been deleted by this coward.

ryujimitsui wrote today at 8:56 PM

"Hukum umum menghina hukum Islam yang jelas seperti azan membawa murtad, tetapi individu tertentu yang menghina tidak boleh terus dihukum murtad. Hendaklah dilihat keadaannya, maksud ucapannya, kefahamannya dan berbagai latar yang lain. Mungkin dia tidak bermaksud, mungkin dia tersasul, mungkin dia jahil dan seumpamanya. Kata Syeikh al-Islam Ibn Taimiyyah (meninggal 728H)"

“Sesungguhnya ucapan yang menjadikan seseorang itu kufur ialah seperti mengingkari kewajipan solat, zakat, puasa dan haji. Namun, pengucapan itu mungkin kerana khitab (ajaran yang betul dalam perkara tersebut) tidak sampai kepadanya. Jika perkara itu berlaku, dia tidak dianggap kafir. Contohnya, golongan yang baru menganut Islam dan hidup di daerah pedalaman yang jauh sehinggakan syariat Islam tidak sampai kepadanya.” (Majmu’at al-Fatawa, jil: 2, ms: 220.)

Maka, tidak boleh dikafirkan seseorang melainkan setengah berlakunya iqamah al-Hujjah iaitu penegakan hujah atau dalil. Setelah didapati dia melanggar batasan Iman dan Islam, hendaklah dijelaskan hakikat ilmu yang sebenarnya dan ditegakkan dalil-dalil yang kukuh kepadanya sehingga dia jelas. Selepas itu, jika dia masih berdegil, dan perkataan atau perbuatan tidak boleh ditafsirkan lagi melainkan membawa kekufuran barulah hukum tersebut boleh dijatuhkan kepadanya. Kata Dr Yusuf al-Qaradawi:

Kita tidak boleh mengkafirkan seorang muslim dengan setiap dosa, meskipun dosa besar. Kecuali ada unsur menganggap halal maksiat itu. Kita juga tidak menghilangkan akar iman darinya, dia masih disebut orang beriman secara hakiki atau seorang mukmin yang fasik (tetapi) tidak kafir.

Menurut Imam Abu Ja’afar al-Thahawi rahimahullah:

Kita tidak mengkafirkan seorangpun ahlul kiblat karena dosa-dosa yang dilakukan, selama dia tidak menghalalkan perbuatan dosa tersebut.

kafir terbahagi kepada beberapa bahagian, dan dalam menghukum seseorang itu kafir kita kena selidik dulu. sebab itu tuhan yang maha mengetahui saja yang boleh menghukum kafir tanpa perlu selidik. tapi kita manusia ini perlu melalui beberapa peringkat untuk menjatuhkan kafir kepada seseorang itu.

Pertama: Baligh dan berakal.

Kedua: Perbuatan kafir dilakukan dengan sengaja.

Ketiga: MENASIHATI <--- ini apa?

Keempat: Perbuatan diukur dari segi zahirnya.

Kelima: Kekafiran memiliki cabang-cabangnya. - Contohnya mengatakan Nabi Isa as. adalah anak tuhan atau tuhan itu bertiga (Trinity) jelas mengeluarkan pelakunya dari Islam. Sedangkan peminum arak atau penzina hanya dihukumi sebagai seorang yang fasiq (pelaku dosa besar),

jika hanya berpandukan beberapa kerat ayat al-quran, abg tak boleh nk mengkafirkan dia. sebab abg bukan lah tuhan yang maha mengetahui!!

jangan delete jika abg betul orang yang memperjuangkan agama! dakwah nabi bukanlah dakwah secara dayus dan menyembunyikan kebenaran

edit delete reply

ryujimitsui wrote today at 9:30 PM

dari sumber2 yang saya beri diatas, tu yang menguatkan hujah saya..

ya saya memang tak tahu tauhid macam ape yang abg tau..saya juga tak tahu akidah macam ape yang abg tahu....saya hambaNya yang jahil..

lagi baik menjadi jahil dari berilmu dan angkuh/riak dan menyesatkan orang.

rasanya abg mesti pernah dengar hadis ini

‘Dalam jasad anak Adam ada seketul daging, jika ia baik baiklah segalanya dan jika buruk, buruklah segalanya, ketahuilah ia adalah hati’.

jika hati masih menyembah Allah, insyaAllah ada lagi sinar yang mengerakkan angota lain sujud kepadaNya..oleh itu jangan la nk mengkafirkan dia sesuka hati kerana kejahilan tp nasihat lah kerana kejahilan dia...

menasihati orang secara tak langsung menasihati dan mengingatkan pada diri kita sendri.

menunduh orang secara tak langsung menuduh diri sendri.

harap abg jangan delete, berbincang secara ilmiah baru kebenaran tersingkap.

p/s : thanks to those who has supported me especially anon who share me those links.

kafir mengkafir?

2010-08-09T21:03:00.000-07:00

Lately I’m not feeling good to write on the wall of my blog but not because im sick, its actually because of I just bought a bloody full HD Sony Bravia that conquering most space in my room. I enjoyed watching Full HD DVDrip movies that I had downloaded from the internet plus a bundle that I copied from my friend..ohh I wish for more free time in my life or maybe got an extra hour per day. Time is running too fast or even faster than the speed of the light.

I just wrongly took a medicine before going to the office, bloody me was just swallowing pills contained a dosage that can put me in a sleepy mode while at work. But I don’t want to fall sleep yet. I want to finish my writing first even I’m on half asleep while typing this.

At present sometimes I like to spend my free time reading random blogs on the net and of course I will drop some comments if I’m feeling disagreed or not with the writer. That is what I am, a bloody nerd with a keyboard who like to debate on the net because I’m not a good speaker on public indeed. During my visit to those blogs, I think there’s something that can be highlighted and shared on my blog

Ok lets reveal the link

Here it is..click below.

sinar FM - Kak Engku ada masalah dengan suami ???

I don’t know why I’m feeling disgusted when read an article kafir mengkafir nih~.. For each time I found something similar with this, of course I will drop comments to oppose. Of course I’m not good in religion things, I’m not ustaz, imam or even tok siak di masjid. No need to tell because everybody knows that I’m just a brat with the opinions. But beneath inside my heart I really hope to be a good man, I always dream to see people are calling me ustaz but thanks to the previous me, I like to ponteng fardu ain classes + Al Quran reciting classes + kelas agama kat sekolah because I’m too cheeky and like to break the rules during my childhood.

I believe human was created by the Al-Mighty because of His love.

Allah Maha Adil but we are not. We can’t be fair 100% to the people. So who the hell are we to kafir mengkafir nih??

Let get the thing cleared. By copy pasta the Al-Quran words, for me it doesn’t mean that you can claim other people kafir.

Allah yang mengkafirkan hambanya but not us. But remember pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka For me our job is to make sure ourselves and the people around us are not in dilemma to choose and not lost the faith because of the poor unlucky fate during the walking on the long road to seek/meet the creator. Think! Who we are and what we are.

Al-Quran diturunkan kepada kita untuk menjadi panduan kepada manusia. ia bukan lah hukuman tapi itu adalah peringatan.

Last but not least, I like to quote some hadis that has been thrown by punts2 on the comments section.

"Tinggalkan perbantahan kerana sesunguhnya Bani Isra'il telah berpecah menjadi 71 golongan dan orang-orang Nasrani berpecah menjadi 72 golongan, semuanya sesat kecuali as Sawadul A'zhom. Para sahabat bertanya : Wahai RasuluLlah siapakah sawadhul a'zhom itu? Nabi menjawab : mereka adalah orang-orang yang mengikuti aku dan para sahabatku, tidak berbantah-bantah dalam agama ALlah dan tidak mengkafirkan salah seorang di antara ahli tauhid sebab dosa yang sudah diampuni oleh ALlah. Kemudian Nabi bersabda : Sesungguhnya Islam itu datang dalam keadaan asing dan nanti akan kembali asing. Para sahabat bertanya : Wahai RasuluLlah siapakah orang-orang asing itu? Nabi menjawab : Mereka adalah orang-orang yang berbuat kebaikan dikala orang-orang berbuat kerosakan, tidak berbantah-bantahan dalam agama ALlah dan tidak mengkafirkan salah seorang di antara ahli Tauhid dengan sebab dosa yang telah dia lakukan.
Hadith RasuluLLah yang terdapat dalam Sahih Bukhari:
"Barangsiapa mengatakan kepada saudaranya dengan Wahai Kafir, maka kekafiran itu kembali kepada salah satunya "
Hadith dikeluarkan oleh Ibnu Hibban pada hadith no 81 dan Ibnu Kathir dalam tafsirnya jilid II/266:
" Sesungguhnya perkara yang aku khuatirkan ke atas kamu semua adalah seseorang yang telah membaca al Quran sehingga apabila telah nampak kepandaiannya dalam al Quran dan dia telah menjadi pendokong Islam, tiba-tiba sahaja dia merubahnya kepada sesuatu yang dikehendaki oleh ALlah, maka iapun terlepas dari al Quran dan melemparkannya ke belakang serta mengancam tetangganya dengan pedang sambil melemparinya dengan tuduhan syirik. Aku bertanya : Wahai Nabi ALlah mana di antara keduanya yang lebih patut di anggap melakukan kesyirikan? Orang yang dituduh ataukah yang melemparkan tuduhan? Nabi menjawab : Yang melemparkan tuduhan. "
Dalam sahih Bukhari:
"Barangsiapa yang melaknat seorang Mukmin maka itu seperti membunuhnya dan barangsiapa yang menuduh seorang Mukmin dengan kekafiran maka itu seperti membunuhnya."

p/s : I don’t know which sides are right, but for me please stop the kafir mengkafir thingy. For me it surely can lead to the never ending “disasters” to our holy Islam.

bz

2010-07-26T09:14:00.001-07:00

bz sekian...

x-japan - unfinished

2010-07-15T07:13:00.000-07:00

let the sky crying once again....
with the blood flowing with love..
with the pain and joy that resides inside the love..

we were born to love..
because of love that make we feel alive..
sometime love make us look silly..
sometimes love put us into vain..
but that is the meaning of love..
that is the magical of love..
the magic is resides inside everyone heart..
everyone has their own magic...
believe me..
because I do..

who is behind all of this?
remember..
the most important thing about love
love is the greatest bless from Him..
we were created because of His love...

jiwang + madah-madah mode off

actually i love this song,
kinda busy recently...
so i just share the song that i love to listen that always remind me about my past.
it will remind me about my life at jengka.
this song that i used to listen before i slept each night at jengka.
damn i miss my student life...
damn i miss my cool edit stuff..
damn i miss my guitar kapok for cool edit stuff..
damn i miss my microphone for those stuff..
i miss counter strike Lan party at hostel..
i miss everything...

p/s : damn i miss my altec lancing!
RIP Altec Lancing - (di pinjam tak reti nak pulang...menyesal bg pnjam)

Oh! I'm looking at you

can't control myself

nothing, but pain for me

* wipe your tears from your eyes

just leave and forget me

no need to be hurt anymore

# go away from me now

I don't know what is love?

no need to be hurt anymore

you said, "I miss you so much

everynight thinking of you

and facing loneliness"

?But when you feel sadness

never can I stay with you

I'm not the one you need

close your eyes and forget me

there's nothing I can do anymore

I lost my way

I've been walking in the night of tears

there I found someone was holding you

as the night was falling down

with my love also vanished my vision of you

my heart is cold now

[* repeat]

you said, "I need you always

everyday thinking of you

and living loneliness"

[?repeat]

[# repeat]

can't find my way

Plagiarism - the translator

2010-07-10T23:23:00.000-07:00

The Google translator is really something!!

Last night my friend buzz me because he spotted something that can be considered as a LULX of that day.

he told me that my bloody article has totally been plagiarized by someone and he gave me the link. I checked it and I found that his blog was daily updated. thats the easiest way to daily update your blog, simple.. just be a plagiarist.

I took an hour to complete my writing, but he just took a minute to copy and paste my article, clicked the translate button and published it on the blog.

now i wonder, is someone admiring my writing even for me it contains with full of shit?lolx.. if he admires me, he will put a link to link back my article to my bloody blog. but hes not! it means that he plagiarized my work. By all mean, my work has been totally plagiarized by using the free translator tool on the net. It looks more freaking bloody shit when it is in malay.

at least modify it first to make it look proper so no body will wink at our bahasa ibunda...

http://crafvity.com/blog/menulis/bisnes-melayu-vs-bisnes-cina/

not just that he copied all comments for this article and put it in a different post.....

http://crafvity.com/blog/menulis/komen-bisnes-melayu-vs-bisnes-cina/

The hair cut

2010-07-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

For those who was born around the year of 70's to 80's, for sure they will familiar with ANEY's or mamak's hair cut style. During that time lots of barber shops was owned by the Indians or mamaks. My father will took me to the shop for each time my hair look long messy. I hate to cut my hair because after it was cut my face will looked more like a soldier. Not just that, I need to sat without doing nothing on the crappy chair for about half an hour. It was pretty damn long..urgghhh.

Tell you the truth, I had faced an awful incident that then haunted me for each time I made my step into the ANEY's (barber's). That bloody moment scene can’t simply expel from my bloody brain because the bloody incident happened right in front of my very eyes. You know what, while I’m waiting for my turn at ANE's, suddenly the blood splashed on my face followed with tremendous screaming sound. The ANEY was miss cut, He cut the innocent kid lobe right in front of my eyes. It so damn scary and until now it haunted me badly. That’s the real reason why I hate to cut my hair at ANEY's. In my head I had figure out some equation here

ANEY + scissors = Edward scissors hand = damn spooky

damn scary..the sound of the scissor can really kill me

a kid + adult hand + scissor = horrendous

(for me this pic is so damn scary seriously)

In my secondary school time, my problem solved, I went to the saloon at Pekan PD for each time i wanted to cut my hair, I can choose what fashion I wanted to but of course it cost me more.

Wakkaka..ni paling tak boleh lupa…I asked the amoi to cut my hair.

Amoi : macam mana potong?

Me : potong sloop dalam pnya amoi..rambut atas jangan kasi usik ha..(Trend zaman tu)

Amoi : OK

After it was done, I’m happy with the new hair cut. I went back home and walked just right in front of my mom. Jalan pelan2…mak aku dah jerit…Ya Allah, ape dah jadi dengan rambut ko ni? Bla bla bla bla bla pot pet pot pet..

I can’t stand with the bebelan from my mum much longer,

I walked out from the house and called my friend,

Me : bro ade mesen rambut tak?

Syuk : ade2x…

Me : jom botak…nak SPM dah ni..wakakakka

Syuk : jom..aku ajak geng2 lain.

I went to his house and gondol my kepala.wakkakaka ... me, shuk, joe, mail, wan bunge and pejal laya. It was 6 of us.

Next day my botak team was called by the principle of my school.

Principle : korang join skin head ke?

Geng budak botak : mana ade cikgu, kiteorang azam nk study rajin2 ni..spm dah dekat..ringan sikit kepale ni..

Principle : ooo bgus la camtu..harap bukan bende lain la ye.

huahua..By being botak at school it will make you famous among teachers. I don’t know why, maybe it will make your face look terrible & horrible like a pirate atau lebih tepat, macam penyangak. Thats why my teacher Cikgu Roslina labeled us as, hantu skolah, geng botak chin etc etc,

Not just that, on that evening, I went to my ex girlfriend house intended to borrow something from her. From her face I know that she was horrified with my new look. When I called her on that night, she asked me “ kenape botak? Buruk…”

Theres nothing I can say....Wakakka aku botak sangat kelakar ok..

That was the first and the last time for me to gondol my head. For sure theres NO for a second time...full stop..

You know why am I writing all those lame story on my bloody blog?

Actually a week ago I went to One Utama with my wife. We just had some walked to kill some time together but not for shopping because my wallet has been killed by our marriage things. We decided to draw out some money and queuing at ATM machine to buy some foods. There was one female Chinese in front of us with her weird hair cut. Maybe this kind of hair cut fashion is the latest for the youth nowadays. Maybe for them its look gorgeous and awesome, but for me it seem like her hair is wrongly cut or something and its look weird freaky goofy. I’m starting to wonder how much they pay for this kind of ridiculous hair cut

mak die tak marah ke, ke memang salah potong?tak malu ke kluar gi OU?
mesti di cakap "amoi saya mau sloop dalam senget belah kiri ok"
pic taken by me...:P
what ever it is, she looks more like hell to me.

Too much money will turn people into The bloody fashion victim.

Don’t try this at home: I surreptitiously took her picture with my iphone (damn I still don’t know how to mute the sound when capturing a picture on iphone. It’s pretty annoying me while sneaking)

just wonder, will my hair look like this if im not cuting it for years? its look like a harry potter's broomstick isnt it?
pic taken by the ugly me :P

no money will turn people into..... ???erkk harry potter's broomstick??

omg please donate now for me....

p/s : I dont know why I love to use "bloody" on my writing at present....damn lah bloody Ryuji!!
tribute to geng botak

a day before spm exam took place..some of geng botak..

A song for Gaza

2010-07-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

highlight - "While the so-called leaders of countries afar debated on who`s wrong and right"

damn right!

actually they (Palestinians) are fighting alone. we just like observers who are just looking and trying to do something silly from far away. some of the leaders are being fooled by the Israelis propaganda , and we were fooled by their agenda. until now we still blind to find a way to counter them back..they really rule the world by proxy.

if the Israeli are really damn right! i hope they can come out with a vid like this.nahhh!! even a fool can determine who`s wrong and whos right..

p/s tak de idea...hentak archive blog lama..haha

TKO vs myKopitiam

2010-07-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

LULX, This morning im checking my nang referral tool, and I found this.

Another extravaganza LULX has been detected.
I cant stop laughing just now and sorry it make me lazy to print screen all these bloody stuffs in order to include it in my bloody blog.

Can I just paste the link here?
sure I can because this is my bloody blog. I can do what ever I want

http://forum.mykopitiam.com/topic/9294-bisnes-melayu-versus-bisnes-cina/

Another retard has been spotted.

"aku baca part atas je

ini budak ni betul bodoh sial , dah itu bukan kerusi dia , bukan kedai dia , order apalancau. macamni aku duduk kopitiam yang right across Rafi bistro pastu aku order roti canai dari sana boleh aa ? stupid bodoh otak taruk kat lutut , pastu dok speaking english dengan mommy mommy dia , nak je aku lempang laju laju budak2 sial perasan high class ni. fuck "

hhahah...WTH...lain kali bace kasi habis dlu la malaun..serius bile aku bace ape bdak ni tulis kat forum..rase die ni bodoh tahap jamban public je..tak paham bahase??lulx.ade die issue kerusi sape..kedai aku ke? bebal tahap dewa...wakakakak

The bloody lulx for me for this day seriously..lulx

but something that need to be highlighted here... damn!!i still need to do the print screen things!!

lulx 1

lulx 2

For me the moderator for this forum seems smart & mature. He gave his thought brilliantly . I salute him. if compared with TKO, this moderator is at his own level while debating.

but please give more focus on peakaboo99 & hex...

you know what am I thinking just now?

LULX...Retards forumers has been spotted.

Thanks nang for this damn extravaganza LULX....

p/s : Surprisingly TKO did well this time..OMG..hahha..

click here

p/s : wakkakakkakaka

Business melayu Vs Cina

2010-07-01T20:24:00.000-07:00

I went to pasar melaka last weekend, escorting my mum to spend a lil bit cash for some fresh fish and vegi. "have you eaten yet?" my mum asked me, "not yet mum, perut dah masuk angin dah, can we have some food first?" I asked her back and of course she replied with a positive answer, no mums in this world are willing to see their son stranded in the middle of the hustle pasar. LOLX. After my mum drew out a wad of cash from the ATM machine, we headed to a food court at the second floor because my stomach kept sang seems like it was asking earnestly for food. We kept dizzy around at the food court to analyze the food at each stall that can really win my heart.

Each stall owner were trying to acquire the customers by persuading them to sit, at last I found something to eat..Yum yum..roti canai. "ok let have something here" I said. Then we sat at the red chair and made the order. "roti canai satu dengan milo ok" you know what the answer? "sori bang kalau abang nak makan roti canai abang kene duduk kedai sebelah. kerusi warne kuning tu"

erkkk.. I’m slightly miffed, "so kalau nak makan kene main pindah2 la? ouhh macam tu meniage" litle bit harsh from me as his new unhappy customer. "ok tak pe lah kita makan nasi lemak je" my mum sounding a wee bit softer try to calm me down.

>>>>insert DISK 2

So fellas,

Now the time I’m asking you, is this the way on how Malays do business?

Let say you sit at stall A, don’t you ever think to make an order at stall B. Nahh.. You can but of course you need to move your ass out from stall A and have a sit at stall B. This is the way on how Malays do business. They think by doing so, they can have a healthy competition among others. The best stall will gain most customers there. This is madness, we Malays like to share everything with other races, but not among us. For each year the quota for Malays (DEB) are decreasing because of our kindness and generosity. We point our finger to the government and the system it selves as the reasons thats making us fail to compete with other races. But open up your eyes wide and look around us. It was us who make the system fail. If there is a Malay who try to start a business around us, and at the same time we are doing the same business. We will declaring a war upon them instead of helping to develop well. Hell crazy and cruel right? Black magic, pawang2x, santau are really synonym with Malays but not for Chinese. How about when there are Chinese doing same business around us? We will give a good cooperation to them because of we want to rely on their shoulder in future. Does it make any sense to you?

Learn from ~~Chinese~~ Cina

Because of the stupidity that already buried into most of Malays brain. Let me unveiled the secret on how Chinese manage to success in business. Remember!! The first thing is not about money.

Business is all about how many/big network you have and it’s not about how much money you left in the bank.

Who said the greedy Chinese is greedy? No they are not! If Chinese planning for business, 1st things is, it’s not the money that matters, the “networks” are the real matters, that’s why Chinese like to involve into any association that can give benefits to them. They build a network first so in future they will be lots of hands from behind pushing them from the back to be at the TOP! And after they are at the top, they will lend back their hand to help others to make sure the "give and take" theory circle everlasting. Thats why you can see there are a lot of small stalls in one Chinese shop, so customers will have a variety of choices so this will indirectly increase the possibility to get a loyal customer.

business is always about networks.

Who said Malays are stupid? Yes they are! And they are the real greedy race on earth! Before they plan for business, they will plan for the profit first. Money is always a matter to them. That is the real big mistake by most Malays because they are indirectly plan to fail. When they fail, their fingers will automatically pointing to someone else because they can’t accept the lost. Not just that, just because of money, they can betray their own brothers and race, this maggot will do everything for money

so whos the real damn greedy?

I already lack of word, and Im thinking to stop my writing now, but last and not least, hey Malays!

Don’t always bother to claim how many people you know, but it’s better to know how many people know you! Open your eyes and look around you, how many people know about your business. In business is about to build up your “GOOD REPUTATION” in the market, so people will know you then.

Proof me if I’m wrong.

By being Malay is not a mistake, who are we to question the GOD's will?

I’m a Malay and of course I’m proud being a Malay.

I’m not a racist faggot, but just a bit concern about my own race.

Malay is not stupid, but we are.

Malays, a bunch of amateurs, don’t even know how to write the ‘B’ in business.

By knowing both victory and defeat,we are running around and shedding tears. that are actually the way to become a great man. A man can cry, but to be a real man, overcome it.

Am I wrong about this? please tell me..

Black Magic

2010-06-30T03:30:00.000-07:00

Last night the sound of Asian completely vanished. Damn my last hope Japan has been knocked out from the WC campaign. I think my WC is already over for me, and this is the right time for me to have a nice sleep and wait until the final match.

Huh,,I hate this world cup..after the night when Germany was knocking out England. 4-1 ?damn... still unbelievable result for me. I just wondering whats the thing or strategy that they used to defeat England. Now I found the answer..the secret revealed. They used a black magic....

That is why I hate Germany.

please Dont try this at home.

arrghh malas nye nak tulis panjang2x..damn England kalah! cepat skit start EPL..damn.

Luna & Ariel Controversial Picture

2010-06-29T18:12:00.000-07:00

Received an Email from Mr Z

Title : Luna & Ariel

with header : "Wey..cover2 sikit nak tgk... Pandang kiri & kanan..."

with picture attached.

Luna & Ariel

....Damn...Luna really damn sexy isn't it?...

The Handwriting

2010-06-28T23:39:00.000-07:00

In my secondary school life, my name was infamous among teachers because of my bad handwriting. It cause me a mental discomfort when I needed to submit my work to the teachers because I knew my name will be announced and be tortured in front of my classmates later on. I think maybe they tried to release their tension after devouring everything I wrote. Its quite embarrassing because I suddenly become a laughing-stock among my friends. I just smile and sat back but my heart felt really t-offed.

Can you imagine on how bad my handwriting is? let me give you some tips so you can imagine it well. during my secondary school, physic was the subject that I like the most. for physic notes, I will try my best to make it look proper. If compared to other subject notes, physic was the best among others, but my physic teacher was still complaining on me, " jenal (bkn name sebenar) awak kena cuba baiki tulisan sebab nanti examiners susah nk baca susah nnt" said Mr Benedict. But hell yeah! I knew Mr Benedict was not facing any difficulties to read mine, because his handwriting is a little bit crappy. This is a fact, normally for those who have a crappy and dreadful handwriting, you were born as a talented encrypter and decrypter. If you have a bad handwriting, dont tell me if you cant read mine. Its because since we were a child we trained our eyes and brain to read our own handwriting that is more look like an abstract. So its not difficult for us to read others dreadful handwriting because its our natural habits. We were trained to be an encrypter, and only good decrypter can decrypting it. its Us!! (who has a crappy handwriting).
so thanks to God, we are born as a natural encrypter and decrypter. lolx.

I had a girlfriend in school, during that time, the biodata was a mandatory thing that need to be exchange in order to get to know each other better. Because of my dreadful handwriting, I never sent out any single raya card or a biodata to my friends because I knew it may make me look like a moron and silly. Until that day when my girlfriend asked me about the biodata, It stressed me out. oh shit, I dont know how to write it, a lot of things need to be shared, but how can I write it with my dreadful handwriting? for me it will embarrass me if she know how is my handwriting look a like. I had no choice, she kept asking me then, so as a result I gave her an A4 size paper contained my name and IC number, oh yeah!! pretty stupid right. it took me around half an hour to fill it in a piece of A4 paper with just a piece of shit information because I cant stand to write it properly. a lot of A4 paper which failed to meet the requirement, has been flooded my dustbin. I cant even sleep well on that night. now you know what has cost me with this kind of handwriting! you know what? I fold it and quickly passed to her and walk away. please dont laugh - that is the real story on how I lost my biodata virginity.

tak gune tangan hensem tp tulisan buruk

Every time I wanted to draw out some money from my ASB bank, it seems like I drive my self in a very difficult time & place. why? It is because my signature is too unique and even I myself cant remember it well. I dont have an official signature because its hard for me to re-write it back in 95% likeness. Thats is why I have a collection of freaking signatures. for each bank I registered, each of them have a different signature of mine as well. So when I try to draw out some money, the person in charge will force me to sign exactly like what I had sign during the registration. Oh shit. how can i? my signature is too unique. I will try as hard as I can until they satisfy. Same things happen when I bought my first car. I need to put my signature on every page of the agreement, the result is, for each page it contained different signatures of mine. I dont know what is the impact on the future so I just submit it to the dealer. My signatures collection are really trouble me a lot. I'm feeling piss off!

Now im just wondering,
Is handwriting so important, after all, most of us use a word processor as adults?

The answer is yes and no. You are right in saying that handwriting is only a tool, a means to an end without any intrinsic value – unless you want to become a calligrapher. - © 2010 Psychologist in Sussex, England

Oh thank God for his bless, I work in IT field. Each of my day is saved by the button keys on the keyboard..So nobody will notice how ~~good~~ suck my handwriting is? But of course sometimes it trouble me a lot

so can you read mine?

Super crazy handwriting

super buruk hodoh nota ku

P/s : Tak de idea, amik dari blog lama...urrgghh...terngiang-ngiang 4-1..saje nk skipkan article yang memalukan dibawah...huahuahua

“I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear... And when it is gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear is gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.” - Frank Herbert

Whats the reason for me to include this quote at the end of my article?emm...nothing, I just like it. and this is my blog. i can put anything that i wanted to. huahuahua

England Team Erupt`s

2010-06-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

Capelo- team!!! whats your profession?
England - kill,kill,kill huarrrghhhh!!!
Capelo - tonite we dine in hell!!!
England - huarrrrhhggggg kill kill kill!!!
Germany - run forest....Run!!!!(crying)

This is the right time to STFU Germany.

lolx

Dont you cry tonight!!

The X-Files - Mistisfiles

2010-06-25T01:42:00.000-07:00

Howdy guys. I read some good blog and it made me think about the thought that has been thrown by a group of writers who claimed themselves as Mistis Organization (M.O). It has a logic there by the way, and that makes me interested to continue my reading. they had pen of their thought to the blog with lots of reliable fact. Nowadays, there are a lot of blogs who owned by the political freaks. It sounds disgusting because most of them will write an article based on a mere hearsay(WTH). because of the stench of rotting articles, it has made my day crazy. So its better for me to clean up my brain and fill it up again with some historical, technological or others info that can benefit me and keep my brain working.

alter terahsia bangsa melayu BHG1 written by them is a good article to be read for me. After finished my reading on that article, it made me stunt and muse for a moment, it was a great conclusion even im not 100% believe on it. To tell you the truth, besides HBO, Hallmark and ESPN, im a big fan of discovery channel, national geographic, history channel and others.(even I hate astro) By reading this article it made me jump to the conclusion.

so lets open up again the book of x-files

1- The mystery of 2 billion years old Nuclear Reactor.

In year 1970, the remnant of 2 billion years old Nuclear Reactor has been found - it was a great shock to the world, does it mean that the nuclear technology has been used by human before Albert Einstein was born? As we know Albert Einstein develop his famous E=mc² equation relating matter and energy over a century ago. with that equation human invented a nuclear technology and it has been used until now. But how can they found the ancient nuclear reactor? does it mean that this equation has been developed by other person before Einstein was born or Einstein it self had managed to develop a time machine so he can travel back trough time and pass his famous equation?

from the evidences found, the conclusion made by the archaeologist, alchemists & researchers = hidden hand, alien help, created by nature?
click here and here to get more info about this.

2- The Noah`s Ark

I think everybody knows about the legendary of Noah`s ark history and there were a proof by the archaeology that this is not a myth, if im not mistaken the alchemists had found Noah`s ark artifact in Turki at mount Ararat. Some of archaeology believe that the ark construction just took about 1-2 weeks to be completed. It sounds nonsense and they came with the same conclusion like the ancient nuclear was. Who wants to believe that Noah can build up a tough enough ark that can survive even the world was punished by a great flood.There's nothing left as the flood rise it wiped out all the creation but the ark manage to survive. Even with the current technology that we have. it's still impossible to build the gigantic ark but how come Noah and his followers can build the ark using primitive technology and it will make nonsense if they can build it up just for 1-2 weeks. sound kinda crazy isn't it?

so the archaeologist, alchemists and researchers conclusion = hidden hand, alien help, created by nature? -ps : hey your conclusion has made me bored!!

please do google if you want to find out more about Noah`s Ark.

3- The ancient Pyramids

I think this is a well known issue that has been discussed and until now this thing still remains a mystery to us. Some of archaeologists and alchemists believe that the pyramid has been built by the Egyptians and overseen by the pharaoh`s supervisors. but some of them disagree with that, they believe that the pyramids are already existed before the pharaoh`s era. when the era of pharaoh, they only maintain the pyramids. there were many thoughts regarding on pyramids mystery. until now the puzzle is still remain unsolved.

so the archaeologists, alchemists and researchers conclusion = hidden hand, alien help, created by nature?

ps: hey!! please shut up. don't you ever try to repeat the same conclusion over and over again. its enough!! you turn me crazy..

google yourself to find out more - DIY..

After read the M.O`s article, i found a new logic conclusion at last. even im not 100% believe on it, i think its more worth it to read the article even it is too long compared to a bunch of fitnah politics article. the conclusion is simple and who really knows? we found the ancient nuclear reactor, pyramids etc, but do we ever found aliens?if it was a hidden hand behind all of this (GOD)..why it takes 1-2 weeks? by the hand of GOD He can build it up just less than a second. He can even create more than that and the ark can even breath to live.

so fellas, here are the questions that we need to answer..

who was the hidden hand that help Noah to build up his ark?
who was the hidden hand that build up the famous pyramids?
who was the one who help to build and share the high tech technology to build up the nuclear reactor?

there are a lot of things that remain unsolved mysteries in this world.. who is behind all of this?

new conclusion - ANSWER =
High tech Machines

... but the mysteries remain unsolved!!

I know my article is lack of reliable fact and of course i my self not really good in History, but for me its something to be research.

p/s: i always believe that everything comes from our God i.e ALLAH. never doubt about it. He can help us in many ways. invented high tech machines to make our day easier is still considered as Rahmat from Allah, He gave us ideas to invent the machines. He`s behind of everything.

please read this for more info - alter terahsia bangsa melayu BHG1

Education System III - Why English?

2010-06-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

Salam,

First of all, thanks Mr anonymous for a long comment, I’m really glad to receive a comment even my article is being opposed. The clash of ideas will change the world, I always believe in that for sure. yes when we talk about learning, it’s actually will indirectly tell us about our journey of life. but in the context of education, we stress more on how to shape up people`s mentality, how to train people`s brain to be more creative etc ,instead of just to remember everything in the books.

I didn’t mean to underestimate the articles wrote by them, It’s fine for me. But it’s in our culture. This is one of the traditions that need to be crack out from our culture. You can see that most people will easy influenced by the person who carry a Prof Title rather than listen to someone idiot like me. By carrying the Prof Title it means that you carry a bag of cash. Whatever you write or publish will be acknowledged by people out there as long as you wrote something i.e inside of your educational background.

if you are aware, you will notice that certificate is something important nowadays, for example, me as an IT people need to be certified first in Oracle and Server before I can give some touch on production servers. It means that certificate is something that can change people's impression and gain their trust.

Regarding on political freaks blogs that i had claimed on my early post, it is my personal perception actually. if we find a blog contains 98% of politic articles but the writer is a student in IT for example, it really shows that his interest is more on politics. The question is why did he take IT courses? Why is his blog containing 98% of politic stuff? How about IT stuff, does he forget to include it in his blog? i believe the chances to attract other people to read is higher if he writes something about IT because of what he is...

How about math & science in English? It’s simple. At present, English language is a pillar of knowledge. Why should you recall everything that already past? past is past, nothing to be proud of but we can take a lesson from the past, I believes that mistakes are the great teacher, that is the real purpose of studying history, so the mistake won’t be repeated. How did English language can become a pillar of knowledge today? Previously Arabic was widely used because most of latest technologies were recorded using Arabic, English people MASTER the ARABIC FIRST before they translate it and claimed that everything is come from them. Seeking knowledge is an obligation upon every Muslim, even in hadith of the prophet said "Seek knowledge even as far as CHINA". The Question is Why did our prophet mention China? Most of us misunderstood about this hadith and claimed that Chinese is good in everything but think,why did our prophet not referring to the Jews instead?

See below..

Previous civilization….. -->India --> China ---> Arab ---> English (present)

Before Arabic, China people is the real damn SIFU, they invented many new things, that’s why our prophet mentioning China as a source of knowledge. (wallahualam)

To be the best is to learn from the best! Sound simple isn’t it? Before we want to learn something from the best, first we learn about their culture, we learn how they think, and we MASTER their language!! That were the mandatory steps that they used to overtake the Arab. So why don’t we start from now, learn English until we get master because recent/updated technologies information are recorded in English.Anyhow, If we able to master more than 1 language it means that we can grab a lot of opportunity to digging knowledge. As what you can see most of successful people are able to speak more than one language (master multi-language).

I’m not blame anyone who choose Arabic, Japanese, mandarin etc as a second language because its not a wild-goose chase things but We must LEARN English in the other hand because its a mandatory by now. Seriously, by learning other languages it doesn’t mean that we wink at our Bahasa Ibunda ....please stop the immature, childish, primitive thinking because it will get the situation even worst.

tell me, by learning English does it mean we adore that language?you are barking too much Mehdi, you are the one who devour everything even it is a piece of SHIT.are you blind and deaf? did you notice nowadays Indian and Chinese use English to communicate daily. like what Saleem said..to learn English we need to have the environment.

yes our education is a failure mostly in english subject. like what i said, if we want to master english language, the FIRST thing that we must do is to study their culture. why should we? If you notice, we fail to have the enviroment for learning english. since we in standard 1, we just learn english according to our english text books, we lack of practice and implementation.

To tell you the truth, im an english dropped out. i got 7 for english, but after i manage to continue my studies at the university, i can understand english well. why did it happen to me? most of the subjects were taught in english, we use english to communicate with the lecturers, we presented our projects in english and it made me feel the enviroment, i felt like belonging to one culture that is suitable for me to learn english. Thats why the government tries to implement english in secondary school, so we can slowly adapt the culture and enviroment to the students. this is one of another good effort by the government to improve our well known primitive system.

but why dont we just start it from primary school level? if we notice, kids are not ready yet, physically and mentality. if we implement this, i think most of them will cry and hate schools much. it is because of they cant adapt themselves in the new enviroment, they cant even absorb the shock.at home they speak malay to comunicate. they are not ready yet. it will definately kill their spirit and intention to study. it will get the thing worst! - (its just my oppinion)

so how to counter this.

parents need to slowly adapt the enviroment to their child starting at home. nowadays we can see that chinese and indian are slowly adapting english in their life. thats is why they have no problem when it comes to english because they are already have the basic. all parents need to give a good cooperation to the goverment in order to create the "english learning enviroment". right now we are lack of certified teachers to teach math and science in english. if we do some english test to the UPSI's students for example, maybe just around 1/4 of them will meet the standard. so dont just blame the goverment, we should cooperate to develop the "ENVIRONMENT" first.

WE PLAY THE ROLES...

If we do not take the first step from now. A lots of booby prizes are waiting for us!!

WE THINK.

TKO (tranungkite) = shit?

2010-06-22T21:32:00.000-07:00

My friend text me last night..

Moy : bro check it out, got something for you. [link].. it will really pissed you off
Me : WTH, its time for sleep liao..I need to work tomorrow kanasai!.
Moy : No You must see it first. lolx..this is the real LULX of the day.

guess what had I found?

LULX! My picisan blog link has been published there. wait!!I,m not happy just because of that!!To tell you the truth, for me this is the forum that I hate the most. It contained a lot of non-quality articles that can really messing up your brain. Not just that, most of the forumers there are totally shit, too fanatic and bias to a certain type of political view. They fight for the checks and balances government but its look like that their side are too angels. A bunch of fitnah forumers there are writing based on the mere hearsay and of course they pressing the keys on the keyboard with their lunatic emotions. I dont mind even my article being opposed but at least deny it with a fact. Pity them, they are too childish and immature. Im laughing like crazy when reading those replies.

1 blood shit

2nd blood shit

3rd blood shit!!

I think maybe their brain are failed to function well due to overdose swallowing "pil kuat" like hell. hhahahha..

Now I know how can Obefiend easily pranked RPK. Its not a suprise, even their god (RPK) can easily got pranked, same goes to his fanatic pencacai...

READ

the reliable sources???the reliable shit??hahahah
Thats what we call an extravaganza LULX...

Education System II - Breaking the Tradition

2010-06-21T18:42:00.000-07:00

refer to my previous article : Education System I - Teaching methodology

Since im not the minister of education, I`d like to share my thought among readers, at least we can get a picture on how our education system works.

Did you ever think about the reason why im still trying to write in english even my english is poor? i think you can guess...

Did you aware since we were a child, We have been patented by our education system & the environment especially most of malays like me. Did you notice, everytime when your teachers asked, what person are you gonna be in the future? I believe most of us will proudly announced to be a police, doctor, teacher, soldier, etc.Thats how our mentality/thought been set up/shaped up by the pathetic education system, we have been taught to be a servant for people, tell me how many will answer that he wants to be a business man or a millionaire who have many workers on their company just to increase the assets? Name me your teachers who always encouraged you to be a business man? for me, my answer = none of them!

After we finished our primary school life with a flying color + superduper + powerrangers UPSR result in hand (exclude me please, Im a UPSR dropped out), the same thing goes like what the primary school enviroment was, the only difference is, the number of text book that need to be carried to school every day were increased, we carried those books each day just to make sure that we pass the PMR and SPM exams. We were trained to remember everything inside but not to implement the knowledge inside the books. Teachers were struggling to complete the syllibus before the examination took place. they did some research using their past year exam collection to find out on how can their students scored, so they will receive a good KPI in return and the school's name will be famous. Did you know, when i was in secondary school, I always wonder why do i need to study math, history, etc because i thought those will become useless when I work someday. it means that teachers failed to relate the connection between all subjects with the real life. That’s why most of students lost his/her focus in class because they think that those subjects are not in the same case on what they gonna be in future.

carry big & heavy bag just to be a slave to someone.

The situation changed when nuar braim was caught. Special thanks to him, at least he helped to break the primitive thinker boundaries.lolx. If you notice, during that time most of the teachers suddenly become a political freak wannabe, they forgot about the syllibus that need to be catch up, and indirectly they inspired their students to become a politicians one day . As a result we can see a lot of blogs created by the IPTA and IPTS students,

Please go through these blog below, i believe its owned by students who can be describe as a political freak wannabe.

http://suararevolusi.blogspot.com/

http://arielasso.blogspot.com/

I like to read politic articles, Im strongly agree that we still have a responsibility to VOTE in order to choose the right leader, by mentioning these blogs, it doesn’t mean that i hate politics, politics is a good stuff to learn!!but who cares even selecting a right leader is a must? Did you ever notice, they are talented, unfortunately they are not lucky enough to receive an offer from IPTA to further their studies in political studies field. Why are they not taking the course? it’s simple, its NOT US to decide, Its THEM. as a result the articles written by them can be considered as a trash/rubbish stuffs. It doesnt mean that i try to underestimate them, but think wise fellas, if you hold a degree scroll in mechanical engineering but you publish something about politics in blogs, how many people will acknowledge yours? does it making any sense?

Same thing goes when you are in IPTA or IPTS, even if you are a business student, your lecturers will ask you which company that you’re willing to work for after graduate, rather than what type of BUSSINESS that you want to do after finish your studies? How many lecturers will encourage you to become a great business man, most of them will prefer you to work as a servant to the rich eventho they teach business subjects. Am I wrong about this? Since we made our first step into school, our brain has been abused by the system until now. We learned how to remember but not on how to implement the knowledge.

as a conclusion we waste our money and time for taking the course because the system produces us to become slaves. So can we just point our finger to the minister of education or the government?

NO, Not yet bro and sista..! When the government tries to make some changes on the system, we get mad,

the best example : math & science in English - we turn mad because we scared that our siblings, nephews or our daughters will fail to catch up the syllibus PLUS it will destroy the "kedaulatan bahasa ibunda"...OMG what a primitive thought! dont they know that mistakes are the best teacher + theres no easiest way, no shortest path to be successful...

Because of our primitive thought we produce a person like me - primitive man with poor English but still trying hard to write something!

So TELL ME, whos the hidden hand behind all of this???

ANSWER
ME + YOU + HE + HER + THEY + THEIR = US

P/S : Thanks to those who dropped your comments on my previous articles, i need shoes to keep on writing..by doing so, it is actually gives me some inspiration and of course i need some support because now i had realize that being a writer is not as easy as i thought.

Happy Father's day

2010-06-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

I cannot remember a person in my life that had a more significant influence on me than my father.If some one asking me who is the strongest man in this world, I will answer my father is ,because he has the strength to raise me and sacrifices a lot for his family, even a man who can hold a mountain cant did that.

My mum told me, when I was a kid, my father bought a new calculator, its quite expensive during that time because it can store phone numbers, got schedulers and etc. It also got an alarm with a monotone music sound that can really WOW a freaking curious kid like me. The sound of that calculator alarm revolt my curiosity to know what make that thing functioning. Day by day I cant resist the curiosity feeling, so one day when my father slept, I slowly climbed the wardrobe and stole the calculator, I ran out to the backyard and smashed the calculator with a rock until a chip came out from the calculator. oh nice.. then I get confused on how can this freaking chip can make the calculator singing every morning. I dont know what to do then, I took the broken calculator and try to hide it. But unlucky me, my father found the carrion of that calculator that I hide at the backyard, he called me because i am the most suspected son. This is not the first case I stole and broke his properties, thats what make me the most suspected. He asked me, "sape buat ni haa?" he looked at me with anger. Lucky me...on that time my grandpa was there. He laughed and said " hahahhaha, mano tumpah nyo kuah kalo tak kek nasik " and He laughed again..maybe my grandpa's word had killed his intention to punish me. My grandpa really saved my day.( this is based on my mom's story, seriously i cant remember it, it happened a long time ago)

I still remember when my father took his masters. He stored his thesis work in his PC, so that PC become his private property. when he was not at home I switched on that PC and played some games without his permission. I enjoyed my day playing games until the sound of my dad's car reached my ears, I will switched off the PC like a bat out from hell without shut it down first and pretended like nothing happened. This thing happened repeatedly until the hard disk crashed. my dad was really mad at me, i had been punished and cried. i can see how disappointed he was at me. His words were really telling me how desperate he was. He took a year to collect all those stuffs for his thesis and I was the one who crashed it just in a month. You know what happened next? He bought me a new PC, so I can used it without disrupting his work. You know what, my mum told me that he made a loan from bank to bought me a new PC.The loan he made is not for his own purpose, he still used the old slow PC, but the new one was hand over to his troublesome son.

Lots of things that my dad did to make sure his son raise to be a good man in future even it sacrifice him a lot. seriously he gave a lot of sacrifices for his family.it cant be described inside this unknown freaking blog. Nothing in this world can be compared with what my dad did to raise me. I am grateful and proud to be able to call this wonderful man my dad! may God bless my father and hope and pray that he stays around for many more years to come.

I still need you dad. - please take care of your health. jaga makan.

i dedicate this song to my dad

I would like to Wish Happy Father's Day to My dad. Thanks for your everlasting love

Thanks for everything

p/s : you know im an English dropped out. i text my father to tell him about this blog. i told him that the real purpose I created this blog is just to improve my English. you know what was the reply?

"Your blog are excellent. some plus thing need to be highlighted are

Your discussion of the given topic seem matured, very broad because it includes pro and contras, there is continuity from one idea to another, the delivery also fine.

Of course the grammar there is a few mistakes but not serious. congratulation."

simple msg but it really inspire me to write more.

Education System I - Teaching methodology

2010-06-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

I don’t know why suddenly streamyx can stream youtube faster than before, is it a symbol of streamyx evolution from siput evo1 to arnab evo 9? a good news for people like me who like to spend most of my time in front of the laptop streaming videos and google to find anything that can really gain my interest. lately i spend most of my time on streaming documentaries videos and stress more on 7 wonders gardens of ancient world.

its really interesting videos to be watch after all.

Historical things are something that can really make some people yawn at. I’m the one who can be the best example, I hate history classes, until today if you put a history book in front of me and force me to read it with a gun. i'd rather pull the trigger myself. since i was in secondary school, history is the subject which i failed to score. I don’t know why my brain cannot well functioning when it comes to history. I remember nothing when my teacher asked me about Mat Kilau, Tok Gajah, kesultanan melaka, Mesopotamia etc. So the best way for me was skipping the history classes- MIA

I’m starting to wonder how can i manage to stay put in front of my laptop with 100% focus watching videos about the ancient history even the fact is i hate history subject? The videos tell the same story as what my history teachers taught. the Mesopotamia civilization chapter for example can really makes my brain explode if I’m trying hard to understand what my school history text book was trying to explain. believe it or not, i can clearly understand now what Mesopotamia civilization is by watching the documentary videos. Not just that, after finished watching the videos about Mesopotamia civilization, the curiosity to know more about Alexander the great, The akkadian, babylonian etc comes through my heart and it makes me start to google for extra videos. Seriously those videos are really engrossing me.

Can someone explain what is exactly happening to me recently? Its simple! Video is more interactive if compared to reading materials. If we talk about the historical things, its something like puzzles, each pieces got a connection among others, each connection is something encrypted, just by reading i think the decryption process will give a bad result of course. we need to have a high imagination to decrypt the connection to solve the puzzle. the archeologists themselves will use their ability of high imagination before it comes to hypothesis but definitely if we based on imagination it will give a number of hypothesis.]

So how about people who are poor/lack of imagination skill like me but has been forced to study history because it is a mandatory subject in our country's education system? do we need to practice the same method like what archeologists did? do we need to train our brain to be more imaginative?

look at the flow below and it will tell you what exactly will happen.

Archeology ---> artifact ---> research ---> imagination ---> result ---> hypothesis ---> journal

archeoloSHIT ---> artifact ---> don’t know what to do ---> play PS3 ---> sleep ---> wake up ---> artifact ---> dustbin ---> PS3 again ---> sleep again

Gifted student (high imagination skill)

Student ---> history book ---> read ---> imagination ---> understand ---> mind map ---> score A

Mental disability student (lack of knowledge + dumb + low imagination skill) <-- me

Stupident ---> history book ---> read ---> pressure ---> PS3 ---> mama scold ---> read ---> pressure ---> drugs ---> die ---> become history

How effective the history video is?

If you throw a history book to the bookworms, 97% of them will read it, but how about the percentage of bookworms' SHIT? 99% wont! if you want to teach something to others, FIRST..You need to gain their interest, for me i think by using videos as a material of teaching; it is simply the best practice. Nowadays you can find a lot of education videos material on the internet, so why don’t we just use it?. Besides Text Books, I would suggest to the ministry of education of Malaysia to introduce videos teaching method to the teachers across the country if I’m able to because i believe that our education system are very primitive. We need to do something to improve the system before it’s too late.

so fellas, As a result, Im lack of word now. so full stop! .

to be continued....

p/s :actually I’m lazy to continue my writing, get ready for England Vs Algeria match....i bet the 3 lions will roar like a king today..gogo rude boy Rooney...

Unity is the strength

2010-06-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

How to destroy one Islamic country?

- If you want to destroy one Islamic country you dont need a thousand of Mongol C4 ,atomic boom or even a nuclear. it will dwindle a lot of your money and time.

Just hire a good provokers, send them to the Muslim city, provoke the leaders and brings an internal conflict among them, then they will arguing each other, their follower will turn mad and spill their on brothers blood. thats what had happened to hammas and fatah in Palestine, syiah and sunni in iraq- i think so
- opss how can i forget to mention about umno and pas in Malaysia..lolx..

ok, flash back time...

If i heard someone talking about Palestine in my head got 2 names to be mentioned.

1- Khalifa Omar bin Al-Khatab - he was the second khalifa, in battle of fahl,the muslims army under his surveillance were managed to conquered Palestine from Rome.

2- salahudin al ayubbi (Saladin)- he reclaimed and liberated back the palestine from the kingdom of Jerusalem in year 1187. he was a hero of the ummah on that century.

But in year 1917 the prime minister of Britain entered Jerusalem and announced that the crusades war has ended. John Belford promised Jerusalem land to the Jews and 31 years later the Jews establish the Israeli state.

Until now the Palestinians Muslim still fight back to get back the holy city.everyday the Palestinian blood spilled, the holy land is like a hell to them but they still fight back in order to reclaim the city. but the result is still the same, they are fail until today. the tears shed every night in Jerusalem.

So who will become the next hero? there is no answer until now. do we need to wait a leader that can re-unite all muslim like what salahudin al ayubi did? we know that unity is the real strength but, are we?

Listen to soldier of Allah - 1924 song , remember, history is not something to be proud of, but we take a lesson so it wont be repeated. so listen carefully on this song.

click here for lyric

World Cup 2010 Fever.

2010-06-15T21:10:00.000-07:00

It is once again that time of the year when the world become unified and bedazzled by the magnetism and magnificence of the single virus i.e football. Held once for every 4 years, no man can stand to fight this virus even I myself also has been infected and causing me a football fever. This virus kills everything in you and will left you in a limbo to choose either to sleep or to stay awake to watch live football matches. Believe me, its really annoying to the majority of housewife across the globe, but who cares? they need to understand us even it really kills their heart.

but this year,personally I'm different, just a married guy with a sweet little wife who really hates football. So called mithali and nice and good husband are very synonym with me now. you know, even my current house is not equipped with Full HD TV and astro installed. I prefer to enjoy WC online from http://livetv.ru/en/ at home rather than going out alone to the nearest mamak`s. its actually killing me slowly, every time it stuck or intermitant because of the slow streamyx connection, i feel pain in my nerves, turbulent flow inside my bloodstreams will cause my blood boiled and i really want to kick my streamyx modem. it really test my patience seriously. but because of my ALIM attitude, I slowly change my browser to check the livescore.com, who knows maybe got an update on the score board? lolx .its totally different for me for this year. for previous WC, i watched it live in 32 inches Plasma TV + astro but now I watch it just trough the online TV + livescore + streamyx. It really suck my life out!WTH!

Why no astro?

actually i have a lot of reason on why I hate astro, but this is just one of them, last month I recieved a phone call from astro, they tried to persuade me with a nice package

the conversation going trough is something like this

me : hellow~

astro : congratulation jenal (bukan nama sebenar), we have pick your phone number as a lucky number of the month!!

me : oohh i really happy now..thanks..so what will i get?

astro : your number has been selected to recieve an astro special pakages, just RM XX.90 per month with free astro kit.

me : o yeahh, what channel will i get?

astro : basic channels, but if you want to add more it will cost you an extra charges.

me : so if i wanted to add sport channels, its mean that i need to pay more? so what is speacial for this pakage that can make you called it speacial?

astro : this pakage is cheap enough, just RM XX.90.

me : i just google the standart price for astro, it exacly the same. thats what you call it special?

astro : no sir, you will get a free installation charge fees + free astro kit.

me : yeah currently astro have a promotion, i will get free astro kit without installation charges, so thats what you called special, i dont think my numbers is so special

astro : so seems you are not intrested on our product.

me : no im interested too but ..im sorry you spoil my mood nw. please stop cheating people, its scam!

astro : ... ok thanks sir..

me : haha..sorry for you, you cant cheat me because mr google is right infront of me. lulx

astro : ...

so what say you? hahahah...is it a new style of marketing nowadays? Dont bamboozle your potential customer, intended to make them to feel that they are so lucky but in reality they are not is seriously a bad act! think wise, if we are truly the chosen one. do we still need to pay the bill each month?lolx...its still not lucky enough for me.

why no TV

After being trough with an extraordinary expenses during my wedding day. Theres a big hole in my pocket. But my lust to play PS3 with Full HD TV is making me mad, so I set my target to own Sony Bravia even though theres no money left in the bank. My credit card is seized by my wife to control the madness. What should I do now? Do I need to beg with a cup in hand every Friday at TTDI mosque?... hell no!!

Yeahh I'll now agree, this world is just for ~~everyone~~ the rich :( Cisss!
Thats why my house still not yet outfitted with TV until now. because of my detest to Astro, I prefer to watch WC online. Hope one day UNIFI will come out with nice IPTV packages.

Oh shit, because of WC fever i think most of us already forget about the war in Palestine..guys, our brothers are still in war, they cry over their lost every night, but we are shouting and screaming like crazy for each time when the ball crossing the white line. maybe WC is one of the Israelis propaganda to silent the Muslims. Who knows...lolx

P/s : last night game Ivory Coast VS portugal = ~~good~~ boring game ; hope JS Park can STFU Argentinian. GOGO score sambil tido JS Park..