x-japan - unfinished

let the sky crying once again....
with the blood flowing with love..
with the pain and joy that resides inside the love..

we were born to love..
because of love that make we feel alive..
sometime love make us look silly..
sometimes love put us into vain..
but that is the meaning of love..
that is the magical of love..
the magic is resides inside everyone heart..
everyone has their own magic...
believe me..
because I do..

who is behind all of this?
remember..
the most important thing about love
love is the greatest bless from Him..
we were created because of His love...


jiwang + madah-madah  mode off

actually i love this song,
kinda busy recently...
so i just share the song that i love to listen that always remind me about my past.
it will remind me about my life at jengka.
this song that i used to listen before i slept each night at jengka.
damn i miss my student life...
damn i miss my cool edit stuff..
damn i miss my guitar kapok for cool edit stuff..
damn i miss my microphone for those stuff..
i miss counter strike Lan party at hostel..
i miss everything...

p/s : damn i miss my altec lancing!
RIP Altec Lancing - (di pinjam tak reti nak pulang...menyesal bg pnjam)

 Oh! I'm looking at you

can't control myself

nothing, but pain for me

* wipe your tears from your eyes

just leave and forget me

no need to be hurt anymore

# go away from me now

I don't know what is love?

no need to be hurt anymore

you said, "I miss you so much

everynight thinking of you

and facing loneliness"

?But when you feel sadness

never can I stay with you

I'm not the one you need

close your eyes and forget me

there's nothing I can do anymore

I lost my way

I've been walking in the night of tears

there I found someone was holding you

as the night was falling down

with my love also vanished my vision of you

my heart is cold now

[* repeat]

you said, "I need you always

everyday thinking of you

and living loneliness"

[?repeat]

[# repeat]

can't find my way

How can we really help the poor effectively?

Recently I made a post title : The donators and beggars - what`s between these bonds.
Appreciate to those who had read my article and leave a comment. I think that is the best way for us to share thought even my article been opposed.


Today my article is basically same as previous but its stress more on how can we help the poor/less fortunate people effectively? As we know that the malaysian is born with a good culture i.e "generous", but unfortunately nowadays by being generous, its like a cancer in our society that killing us slowly.


The first and very crucial step that we must take is - DONT give to beggars. Ohh Yes I realize that sound cruel disregard to others, don`t tell me that i`m so cruel and callous to them. If I am, why should I waste my time to write this kind of article to open a view for public especially to all my friends. In Malaysia, You can see a lot of beggars that are clearly look poor around KL, Its normal, Its happening in any developed country. Can you just ignore such clear need without guilt creeping on you? seriously I cant, but I still wont throw even a cent into beggars cup. its because I realize that by giving money to beggars is a seriously bad act!!


By choosing to give money to beggars its show that you are not really concern about what can ringgit brings to the charity? like I stressed before in my previous post, everyone has duty to help the less fortunate, but you should not just give, you should give EFFECTIVELY.


Just take a look on my simple example, If you really care about the OKUs, which will you prefer? make a donation to the OKUs who just holding a pack of tissue and begging OR donate your money to the OKUs charity that clearly non profit organization who help the registered OKUs by providing a training such as drawing, playing music instruments and others, So in future they can survive to live with a proper job rather than just begging. Like what Mr Thadj quoted in my previous article - " If you give a person a fish, you only feed them for a day, but if you teach them how to catch a fish, you feed them for a lifetime". So just take a moment to think how many less fortunate people that can be help by each ringgit that you donate to the charity instead give money to feed a single beggar because of your kind sincerity and generosity.

Not just that fellas, if we can donate our money effectively, we can also reduce the activities of syndicates, mafia and etc who use the less fortunate people for their own profit, What did you feel when watching slumdog millionaire movie, a scene when one member of bad syndicate trying to pull out the eyes of innocent kids? so in return the kids can gain a sympathy from the people along the street for their own sake. Thats the real cruel fellas.


So fellas, Its time for you to decide which one is better, but believe me if you wish to help the poor, The BEST way is wait until you you`re home, and then write a check , using CIMB click or M2U and choose to donate your money to any registered charity. It is more worth it. Remember fellas,each one of us play roles to develop good society. Dont you ever dream to belong to one good society? So start from now, donate your money effectively. By doing so we are acctually sending a message to those beggars out there to work not beg. We are the society!

We donate to them with sincere but are they being honest to us?

*OKU = Orang Kurang Upaya = disable people