In the middle of next year I will turn 25th. Hence, I tried to recall what am i did for such of long time. Yes its true that 3/4 of my life has been spend for studies. Its sound kinda boring right? yeahh..When I was in standard 6, I hate school much, I hate readings, I hate everything that is related on study field. All I know is just having fun with my friends and its continually happened until the degree scroll is in my hand.
In my head, I`m still thinking about my life at Jengka. When i tried to close my eyes everyday, my brain kept working recalling back those scene. it makes me smiles until my eyes closed to call it a day. But I realized that those things would not happen again, so after I woke up I would take 5 to 10 minutes to muse or may be i lost in thought for a moment thinking about the mistakes that I`m done. Seriously I`m felt really regret for what i had missed & for things that i had wasted. after 5 to 10 minutes my thought stunt by the phone alarm (normally placed beside my head), because normally I would put it on snooze mode. so I got time around 5 to 10 minutes to be wasted :p. lolx. I`m taking my bath then and get prepared my self to go for working.
yeahh, Im riding my honda wave (7th series) to the office and it would takes me around 45minutes from sungai buluh to reach there. on my way heading to the office, my head realized It's no use crying over split milk. For those thing that happen had happened. there is noting to regret for, because that how we learn. how can we learn to walk without falling? More than that why should we keep thinking about the past while there is lots of things need to carry on toward? Everybody would always think about their past but it`s not for somebody. I want to becoming somebody in the future. So this is time for me to looking toward. Still lots of life journey road should need to be taken and what can I do right now is make my self prepared to choose which road should be taken next to make sure that the same mistake will not happened twice.
For all those things that just happened to me is just like a miracle, Thanks to the Almighty for the bless, without the special gift (i.e my parents) I think I did not managed to do so, and i can`t stand still on the stage where I`ve been now. I already got a sweet little girlfriend (hehe "even I`m not that charming") or in the other word is my future wife gonna be :p. I would like to thank to my lovely parents, my siblings, my girlfriend and all my friends for their support to everything that i had been through until now(background music play [kid rock- only God knows why]hehe). For me this is a greatest gave from the Almighty God while i in my journey of my life and make me feel "Im alive!!!!"